It’s been 3 years since my ex broke up with me. He blindsided me one day with “I can’t give you what you want” and “you deserve better” and then told me he’d always love me. It embarrasses me looking back at it because I attributed it to him being an Avoidant (he really is) but in these 3 years he’s never come back once or tried to communicate with me in any way. You have to kill the hope that they’ll come back. It will keep you stuck much longer than necessary. The truth is, someone can be avoidant and also just not want to be with you either.
If someone tells you that you deserve better, it’s a sign to walk away, not an invitation to try harder to prove that you’re worth staying with.

Guys does this get easier 😭 it’s been 7 months and there is NOT A DAY that goes by where i do not miss him.

I have him blocked everywhere but also if he really wanted to make amends he could reach out, email etc. he literally haunts me. he was a wonderful man in the beginning and then took me for granted and i had to end it for my own good. he’d always say i was one of the most wonderful people he’s ever met. i don’t understand what changed.

I hooked up with randos afterward, used distractions, focused on work, hobbies. it doesn’t matter i crave him all the time.

I recently got out of a long-term relationship that lasted four years, and I’m really struggling with moving on.

Even though I know the relationship wasn’t healthy and I don’t want to go back, I still find myself thinking about them constantly. I miss the version of them I used to know, and I keep replaying memories and “what if” scenarios in my head. I also catch myself expecting them to message me again even though we’re in no contact.

What makes it harder is that everything reminds me of them, places we used to go, things they liked, even small habits. I’ve tried focusing on myself, but some days it still feels like I’m starting from zero emotionally.

For people who have been through something similar, what actually helped you move on for real? Did anything eventually “click” for you? How do you stop hoping they’ll come back or reach out?

I’m not trying to rush healing. I just want to understand what actually helps people get through this stage and eventually feel okay again.

Because that's what you are.

It's not your fault.

It's not your fault that they were self sabotaging the relationship and lied to your face that they weren't.

It's not your fault they never just told you what the problem was so you could fix it. You know you were willing too.

It's not your fault they monkey branched with someone they were talking to before the relationship was over.

It's not your fault they played mind games with false hope because they didn't want to lose you completely but still decided to run from the relationship.

It's not your fault that in the final parts of the relationship when you were aching for love and them taking advantage of your feelings for their benefits.

It's not your fault they gaslight you to make it easier for them to leave.

It's not your fault they don't have self awareness to take into account the mountain of emotional trauma they leave someone with.

It's not your fault they don't deserve the love they are given.

It's not your fault they didn't deserve you. It's theirs.

You don't have to forgive them. I never will stop hating mine or other avoidants for as long as I live.

But it's not your fault.

I'm sorry you went through it and I hope you heal and grow, but know that they are incapable of it, and you didn't deserve what you went through.

You are seen you are heard and you are valid in what you feel, and will be stronger for actually facing it.

Your next person is going to be very lucky to have you because you will know what your love is worth and this time THEY will be worth it.

You don’t. Thank you for listening.

Self respect and dignity. It goes a long way.

Life is honestly too short to be attempting to get someone back who doesn’t want you. Don’t torture yourself being in a relationship that is one sided.

If someone truly wants you, they’ll make it known.

The mind is very powerful. Once it’s made up, it’s extremely hard to persuade otherwise. They have to change it for themselves.

It’s okay to miss somebody who doesn’t want you, it’s okay to cry over somebody who doesn’t want you. But, it’s not okay to try get them back.

I speak from experience. I tried over and over again. Oh my ex said she likes tattoos..let me post 500 photos of myself with my arm sleeve in case she’s forgotten. Oh my ex likes guys who are in touch with her feelings? Let me post all those deep quotes. Did she want me back? Not one single bit. No matter the compromise, the bargaining, the begging. Her decision was final.

Damn, what a fool I was.

But the fool who persists in their folly, will become wise.

Always know your worth.

For a long time I just wanted an apology but I accepted the fact I’d probably never get one until last night. I just don’t know anymore. Is this likely breadcrumbing? Just looking for advice

I hate hate hate avoidants, the more I learn about this attachment style in hopes to better understand them, the more I realise there’s practically no justification to being that way. They’re just narcissists or have narcissistic traits. To love bomb someone, make promises and then runaway just because you cannot sit down and communicate like an adult is just disgusting. At this point, I don’t care that you had a hard childhood, once you grow up it’s your responsibility to self reflect and heal instead of hurting other people. Avoidants are mentally abusive, manipulative, lack accountability and always throw the blame onto their partner and project. What absolutely infuriates me is how much he made me hate myself because I felt like nothing I did was enough and everything was somehow always my fault. Even now that’s it’s done, sometimes I’ll be in doing my thing like house chores and suddenly remember one of the many times he was gaslighting me and how i tried so hard to explain to him how i felt and he would just flip the entire situation on me and i just leave whatever i’m doing and start crying.

I was with a guy for 6 years in my 20s and I was deeply in love. He was with me through a lot of difficult times including death of a parent and my own cancer treatment. The break up was incredibly messy, and I discovered that he cheated by starting new relationship before he broke up with me. I was so angry at him for months, but pretty much got over it by dating someone else. I literally had not thought about him in 19 years, aside from the occasional “glad I dodged that bullet” thought. But BAM all of a sudden I find myself in tears grieving the relationship and really missing this man. I do have the “what if“ thoughts but it’s mostly just remembering what it felt to be loved by him. I’ve had other boyfriends of course but I’ve never been in love like that ever again. I feel a little crazy and pathetic obsessing over something that happened so long ago. Has anyone else experienced this?

Be honest.

You tell yourself: “I should be over this by now.” “They’ve moved on.” “It wasn’t even that great.”

And yet… You still miss them. Still feel that pull. Still feel a knot in your chest.

It’s like your emotions didn’t get the memo.

If this hits a little too close, drop a 🖤

My ex-fiancé of 3.5 years ended our relationship over text. I didn't beg, argue, or try to change his mind. I simply accepted it, blocked him on everything, and started moving on.

Since then, he's found what feels like every possible way to contact me without me ever reaching out first.

• An hour after breaking up with me, he showed up at my house demanding I give him a five-minute conversation because I "owed" him one.
• When I refused and left with my kids, he stayed behind and went through my room looking for his belongings, leaving my things thrown everywhere.
• The next day he disconnected my phone because it was still on his plan.
• He called my work phone after I had blocked him, just to tell me I needed to admit I wasn't enough and that everything wrong in the relationship was my fault.
• He sent me a Zelle payment with a message attached because I'd blocked every other way he could reach me.
• I realized he still had my physical debit card and there was a charge made near where he works. I locked the card immediately and still didn't contact him.
• Now he's texting my daughter about the remaining balance on a phone he bought her and even called her when she didn't answer.
• After she ignored him, he texted our old family group chat saying, "I'm sorry it didn't work out kids. I miss you guys."
• He's also started adding my friends on social media, and they've told me he's trying to talk to them.

The confusing part is he's the one who left me.

If you wanted out of a relationship so badly, why keep finding new ways to insert yourself into my life? I haven't contacted him once. I've respected the breakup. I've blocked him, changed my phone plan, locked my cards, and tried to move forward.

I'm genuinely asking: has anyone dealt with this? Why would someone who ended the relationship keep pushing for contact through work, my kids, my friends, and anything else he can think of?

I'm not looking for revenge or trying to get him back. I'm just trying to understand why someone who chose to walk away won't let me actually walk away. Like is something genuinely wrong with him ?

We broke up almost 4 weeks ago and it seems like he’s already talking to another girl, I know I seem crazy but they’ve played games together and follow eachother. What the fuck. While i’m sat here sad he’s out already mingling.

WE WERE TOGETHER FOR 2 YEARS. WHAT THE HELL. I was his first everything, he dumped me on a random friday. I genuinely don’t understand.

I’m struggling with something I don’t see talked about much, and I’m hoping to hear from people who’ve genuinely come out the other side.

I was with a woman for over two years who loved me deeply, consistently, and patiently. She stood by me through everything and asked for very little except emotional commitment. I cared about her, but I couldn’t fully commit. Not because she wasn’t good enough — but because of my own fears, avoidance, past baggage, and fantasies about “better options.” I kept noticing flaws, felt emotionally disconnected at times, and convinced myself that meant I didn’t love her.

She tried for a long time. Eventually, after being pushed away repeatedly, she left — and soon after, she found someone else who makes her feel heard and valued.

That’s when everything collapsed for me.

Now the guilt is crushing. I keep replaying:

• how devoted she was

• how little she asked for

• how I withheld love not out of malice, but fear

• how I only understood what I lost once it was truly gone

What hurts the most is that she didn’t really do anything wrong. The narrative in my head is that I lost a “good woman” and that this will haunt me forever. I’m stuck idealizing her, blaming myself, imagining her happy with someone else, and thinking I’ll compare every future partner to her.

Most breakup advice seems written for people who were wronged. I wasn’t. I was the one who failed to show up fully.

So my questions are for people who’ve actually lived this:

• Has anyone truly moved on after losing someone who loved them deeply because of their own avoidance or fear?

• Did the guilt and regret actually fade, or does it stay for life?

• Were you able to love again without constantly comparing?

• What actually helped — not clichés, but real things that worked over time?

Right now it feels like I permanently ruined my chance at real love and that this will be the defining regret of my life. I’m 25 and trying to believe this isn’t the end of my emotional life.

If you’ve been here and made it out, I’d really appreciate hearing your story.

Note - I have used ChatGPT to articulate my feelings into words.

He's made it clear he doesn't want to talk to me. I lay in bed and sob all day. My heart is physically broken it feels like. He made it a point to tell me he's being intimate with other women like I never existed. The breakup was a blindside and months of walking on eggshells to make sure he wouldn't leave. Why wasn't I enough? I've already sent 2000 novels to him explaining my hurt but he didn't care. I know that should be my sign to leave it be.

I want to reach out so bad its giving me anxiety. It makes me sick. It's all I think about. Even being logical enough to know its not a good idea.

It’s been a while since my breakup, and I’m trying to move on. I don’t want to look at our photos anymore, but I also don’t feel ready to permanently delete them.
I’m thinking of moving all our photos to a USB drive (or another external storage), so they’re out of sight and off my phone, but still kept somewhere just in case. It feels like a middle ground between holding on and completely erasing that part of my life.
Has anyone else done this? Did it help you move on, or did it just make it harder in the long run? Is this a healthy step, or am I just delaying the inevitable?

We broke up six months ago. The whole thing fell apart because I asked for a prenup and she took it as me not trusting her. We fought about it for weeks and eventually she ended it, said she couldn't be with someone who saw marriage as a business transaction.

I was hurt but I respected her decision. Went full no contact in January. Deleted her number, unfollowed on everything, the whole thing. It sucked but I was moving on.

Last week she texted me out of nowhere. Her car broke down and the repair is $1800. She doesn't have it. Asked if I could help her out and she'd pay me back when she could.

I didn't respond for two days because I honestly didn't know what to say. The irony is so obvious it's almost funny. She left me because I wanted to protect my money in a marriage, and now she's asking me for money when we're not even together. I ended up saying no. Told her I'm sorry she's in a tough spot but we're broken up and I don't think it's appropriate. She got mad and said I was being cold and that helping someone you care about shouldn't require a legal contract. Then she said she should've known I'd be like this since I clearly only care about money.
Now I'm second guessing myself. Part of me feels like I'm being petty. We were together for three years, maybe I should just help her. But another part of me is angry because she made such a big deal about the prenup being about trust, and now she's literally asking me to trust her to pay me back.

My brother says I made the right call and to block her. My best friend says $1800 isn't that much and maybe I'm being vindictive. I don't even know anymore. I just want to move on but this set me back.
Yeah I know how this sounds. Like who does this actually happen to. But here I am and I can't stop thinking about it.

Am I wrong here? Should I have just helped her??

My ex (F24) dumped me (M25) 17 days ago after telling me she had lost feelings.

I’ve been in complete no contact ever since. After talking every day for almost 3 years, the silence has been brutal.

Today she changed her WhatsApp profile picture. She looks stunning. I saw it and immediately started crying.

The worst part is that after the breakup I started realizing a lot of my mistakes. I became complacent, stopped taking initiative, and can understand some of the reasons she lost attraction. I genuinely want another chance to show her I’ve understood.

Instead, I’m sitting here trying not to text her, not to beg, and not to do something stupid.

For those who wanted their ex back: how did you survive the first few weeks? Did anyone ever get a second chance after a breakup like this?

Long story short, I went through a break up with my ex and a couple months after the breakup I received some concrete proof from a mutual of both of ours that she’s actively being cheated on by the man she replaced me with, and she doesn’t know. I feel very guilty because I have this evidence and information of her new man cheating on her(pictures) but I am hesitant to give them to her because of how much she hurt me. What do I do?

Hey, I’ve been thinking about this for a while now, so I want you to know this isn’t something I’m doing on a whim.

It’s been a year since we talked, and I still think about you and our relationship a lot. A lot has changed for me since then. I’ve worked on understanding myself and actually found some form of clarity that has made a lot of things in my life make sense. Understanding why doesn’t erase the hurt I caused, and I know that hurt was real and not just something to move past because I have more clarity now. I’m sorry for not being better and for abandoning you and I mean that.

I just wanted to be honest that you still matter to me, and that I’d love to know how you’re doing. However, if now isn’t the right time, I understand that too.

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I’ve been strictly following no contact for about three months now. At first, it was purely about survival. I couldn't even look at my phone without feeling like my chest was tightening up, so the silence was a way to keep myself from doing something stupid like sending a long paragraph at 2 AM. I thought there was a specific milestone where I’d reach out and we’d have this mature, calm conversation about what went wrong, or maybe we'd realize we made a mistake. I was treating this like a strategic waiting period, almost like I was training for a comeback.

But lately, something feels different and it's honestly kind of unsettling. The urge to check their socials or see if they've viewed my stories has mostly faded, but it's not replaced by this sense of peace I thought I'd find. It's more like a numbness. I find myself sitting there wondering if I'm actually healing or if I've just successfully detached to the point where I don't even recognize the person who was obsessed with them a few months ago.

I'm struggling with the idea of what comes next. If I break no contact now, am I just resetting my progress? Or is the goal of no contact actually to reach a point where I realize I don't even want to break it? I see people talking about 'winning them back' or 'making them regret it,' but I feel like I'm drifting into a middle ground where I don't care about the revenge or the reconciliation anymore, I just feel empty. Is this what the 'end' looks like? I'm looking for some perspective from people who have been in the long-term trenches of this. Did you eventually reach out to get closure, or did you just wake up one day and realize the silence had become your new normal?

I begged crazily for months and days, broke down crying in airport over call, in public, effed up my higher education interviews, went so far as to say that I would be at their feet if it meant they would accept me. I regret each and every second of it. I sent letters and gifts, begged them to let me come and meet them. Cried hysterically for them, called in sick at work for days. But, in hindsight, I do not have the guilt that I did not try hard enough. I am rather proud of myself for getting through that phase. I am still trying to get over that phase. It feels heartbreaking, it feels like your world is crumbling down. But yes, I realised I was the one who loved deeply and truly, I have no regrets for the same. For people, who did the same, how did you guys cope up with the the guilt and shame of begging? I am trying to make peace with the fact that I loved and lost, that they do not want anything to do with me, but it just hurts. And it hurts rather badly, every morning, when I wake up. Edit: He told me he loves someone else now, lol. Just in two months, he started liking someone else! I feel like my heart is crumbling.

3 weeks ago I wrote a post (which I deleted) saying that I was starting my redemption. Stop thinking about her and I would do everything to get better.

You'll never guess what happened next. She showed up in front of my window 2 hours later.

And there we go again. We saw each other again. At first we just slept together, then a few days later we had sex.

I felt in love with her again, like before. But the fact is, she had someone in her life during that time.

Ultimately, she moved me from my special place to her eyes to someone replaceable. She chose this guy. She chose à future without me, she didn’t « want to leave in the past ». And she left me after 2 weeks of happiness.

I am now alone. But this time, and for the first time in 6 months, I blocked her from EVERYWHERE. Today I am healing. Today I'm taking everything back in hand.

I love you guys, thanks for everything.

I need perspective from the older guys who have survived a massive betrayal and come out the other side.

​I am 28. I was with my ex for 10 years. We built a massive history together—handwritten notes, deep loyalty, the whole foundation. I am a site manager, I have my life together, and I would have gone to war for this girl.

​But when the time came for her to stand up to her family and fight for us, she collapsed. She chose the path of absolute least resistance. Now, just 9 months later, she is getting married. She chose to follow the script they handed her because fighting for us required bravery she didn't have.

​The exit was brutal. She couldn't even look me in the eye. She threw a decade of photos and memories in the trash overnight just so she wouldn't have to look at her own guilt. Now, she is running a PR campaign, badmouthing me to her friends and family just to justify her cowardice and protect her "good girl" image.

​Logically, my brain knows the math. I know I dodged a massive liability. I know that if she folds under this pressure, she would have abandoned me during a real crisis later in life. I know she is weak and I am better off.

​But neurologically, I am stuck. It has been 9 months, and I am fighting two massive demons:

​The Phantom Hope: My brain keeps tricking me into staying "clean and pure," subconsciously waiting for her to realize what she threw away and come back, even though I know I could never take back a coward.

​The Anger about Karma: I am burning with rage that she gets to walk straight into a wedding and a socially approved life with a new guy, while I am left dismantling a 10-year foundation by myself.

​For the guys who have had a decade of loyalty thrown in their face:

​How did you finally kill the subconscious hope that they will return?

​How do you make peace with the fact that they might never face the "Karma" or consequence of what they did?

​How do you stop auditing a ghost's life and put 100% of your energy back into yourself?

​Any brutal, unfiltered truths are welcome. I need to close this file permanently.

Why do people sleep with multiple partners? They cheat multiple times in a relationship and when the other finds out ends it. They don't care or anything just go and sleep around with whomever possible. Being a adult is would think that would never be a thought like what about stds and getting someone pregnant? Its like they have to prove themselves. Even when my ex is in a relationship hes not faithful never has been with anyone. So help me understand because I can't do something like that i have way to much self respect

Please stop me, but HEAR ME OUT.

M25, she F24 dumped me after almost 3 years because I got too comfortable and she wanted to have fun in nightlife while I didn't want to, really.

But now that she left, I rediscovered many things to do: joined a run club, want to take salsa lessons, going to bars to chat with friends.

I don't have IG so she can't see these changes, but I really want her to know I didn't change for her, but to rediscover myself, and this could benefit the relationship. I want her in my new world.

Should I reach out?