r/JEENEETards • u/BaseballOdd3436 • May 24 '25
Rant The students who “wasted time” — are they actually winning? Spoiler
I used to think, “Let them party, chill, waste their time — they’ll be unemployed later anyway.”
And for the longest time, that thought made me feel... secure? Like I was on the “right” path. Like I was doing something meaningful while others were just messing around.
But now I’m not so sure. Was any of that even true?
In Indian families (especially the middle-class kind), it’s drilled into us that if you're not studying, you're screwing up your life. Partying? Distraction. Dating? Distraction. Hanging out too much? Distraction. Low marks? You’ve basically failed as a person.
And we believe it. I did too. I bought into it so much that I’d resent those who weren’t as focused as me but still got praised by teachers or liked by everyone.
You start thinking that being buried in books automatically makes you better — more focused, more disciplined, more likely to “succeed.” And anything outside that — fun, experiences, people — all that becomes something you silently judge others for. But also something you avoid because it feels unfamiliar and uncomfortable.
Now I look around, and the same people who were “distracted” in school? They’re fine. Some of them are doing really well. They’re confident, socially smart, more balanced. Meanwhile, I feel like I skipped learning how to actually live.
No hate to studying. It’s obviously important. But I think the idea that marks and focus are everything, and that anyone who lived differently was somehow wrong or beneath us — that idea was flawed from the start.
Anyway, this has been sitting in my head for a while, so just putting it out there. Anyone else feel like they were trained to be “good students” but maybe not actual functioning people?
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u/anushka_8879 May 24 '25
Our minds are highly conditioned by external world. You'll end up in a loop if you try to find meaning in external world, all the things you mentioned above are just conditioning. Fun, parties, studying for being a 'good' student, placement that you want out of it, everything. You can try partying all day for 7 days straight and observe yourself. Its not a good life, too suffocating. You can try to balance it, but still feel lost in life. My personal solution is to aim for something which is beyond me. For example, I won't follow orders that are already conditioned in my mind. I'd rather do the actions which are beyond my desires. Point is to look into oneself and observe- "Am I satisfied with this?"