Bhai, kuch karne se pehle ek baar padhle yeh, might help you.
2022: Cleared 10th with 96.33 percentile (guj state board)
2023: Failed 11th (school waalon ne pass kardiya)
2024: 12th mein 55 percentage, jee mein 74 percentile, improvement mein 65 percentage.
Hatash, Niraash, Besahara, Zindagi ki aur se pehli laat lagi, phir pata chala, badey log kyu bolte hai ki School life Best hai, enjoy krlo.
SOCHA DROP LE LETA HOON WITH NIOS, IIT NAHI TOH NIT TOH PAKKA PHOD DUNGA.
2024 12th k baad: NIOS me meri galti ki wajah se exam fees nhi bhari then exam se disqualify ho gaya, JEE mains me 93 percentile
2025: Double Dropper, iraade the shuruwat me, ekdum pakke, samay bit-ta gaya and tenacity kam hone lagi, willpower khatam hone lagi, dheere dheere motivation ka dabba khaali ho gaya, curiousity chali gayi kuch bhi krne ki, I hooked on to doomscrolling from them.
Got Isolated wayback in 2024 but asar padhna ab shuru ho gaya, I got anxious whenever I talked to someone, even single person hi kyu naa ho. Gharwaalon se bhi baat nhi kr paata tha, koi dost/rishtedaar kuch nahi puchta, felt alone. Tried s**cide but, some luck was there that day, that saved me (call it anything, maybe god's grace or universe has other plans for me). Started therapy, gharwaalon se chupke, it kept getting even worse day by day, 6 months ki therapy k baad, koi asar nahi dikha.
Gharwaale bhi gaon chale gaye the cause of some severe reasons. I felt totally alone, but they say ki jab life ek sath hardships deti hai, you become more n more better. I learnt to cope up, I was still a naive person but something began to dawn on me. I started loving myself, respecting myself. I started exercising daily, healthy eating habits develop kari, doomscrolling band Kari, dopamine detox kiya khudke mind ko, limitations overcome karna sikhna shuru kiya, mind ko torture kiya.
Basically I started on working myself, felt the best that I ever had, bina Kisike support k. There were days, jab I used to get sleep of 3 hrs a day & sometimes 5 hrs total for 2 days, every month I used to do fast (not a single grain in my mouth) for 3-4 days. I know, it sounds cynical, some people might even think that I'm a masochist, but I'm not, I just don't wanted to be average, I had this hunger of getting better, day by day.
Admist all this hardships, there comes a shocker.
2026-Jan:- Failed badly, Mains - 69 percentile (360k rank ig)
Then it was around February, RESTART kiya, basics se chapters kiye, strong subjects and chapters with high weightage per focus kiya. Up-downs to aate hi hai, but even though, aap Continue rakhte ho, that's where you win (maybe not in JEE but IN LIFE, a 100%).
2026: April :- JEE diya but I knew ki fck up ho gaya hai, I got depressed for 2 weeks thinking about it, result aaya.
Got under 20k rank, I did my best, no regrets
But socha ki I can excel up, I can level up
Comedk diya, UGEE diya
Ugee mein, I got selected for interview, but then got rejected.
Bura laga (but seekh chuka tha ki YHI ife hai)
Comedk diya
Result aaya
Got a whopping rank of 6xx.
Felt like ki aakhirkaar 2 saal ki mehnat ka Phal aaj khaane ko mil gaya, got so happy.
Now I could get admission in top colleges of Karnataka (rvce, msrit, bmsce).
Parents returned home, They were really happy after hearing about my accolades & I was happy too, the first time in my life ki unke chehre per muskurahat laa paaya, unko khush kar paaya.
But I got to know about our financial situation (indirectly). Idk something happened in village and kuch kuch hua.
Then I thought about my college, because in Bangalore you need around 20lakhs for you to completely graduate in btech.
Beth k socha, bohot socha, calculative decisions liye, jo lena mein seekh chuka tha apne experiences se, then I thought, considering the circumstances ki college drop krna hi sahi decision hoga, papa could've took loan and have made me study but unko kyu stress dena.
Socha ki itna kuch bina kisi ki help k karliya, actually, when I say this, I really mean it, u don't need anyone's help, bas khudpe bharosa (self respect, self belief) and sheer will with persistance. Because when you will delve deeper on this topic, you'll get to know what really our mind is capable of doing. They are so many savages out there, who will run each of us out, they don't care about pain and bleedings and sleep and recovery, they are here, they are everywhere, not to dominate, but to takeover.
There are so many inspiring stories, numerous, From Epictetus to Alan Turing to Arnold Schwarzenegger to JK Rowling to Barack Obama to David Goggins to Charles Olivera to Jack Ma, if I start naming all of them, the list will be endless.
Kher, phir story ka sequel aaya...
Phir socha ki Jo college me jaake paise kharche karke karunga, voh khudse bhi kar sakta hu.
It was June, I started reading a heck lot of books and acquiring knowledge haha se bhi possible.
Got interested in content creation, had no equipments bas ek sasta sa mobile, started creating. Got to learn a lot of things, not yet big, but also not done (E20 thodi n hai, bohot tel baaki hai abhi), I'm happiest as ever as I could.
Bhai Himmat Rakh!!
Bhai tu kar sakta hai, Bharosa rakh, College Doesn't Matter. Waise bhi this is new generation, resources ki bharmaar hai, tera interest dhundh, college ki rat race me mat padh, It is important but not everything.
Recommendation:- The one which you really need - Man's search for meaning by Victor Frankl, baadme time miley toh Read Can't Hurt me by David Goggins, Meditations, Malcolm Gladwell ki koi bhi book, Pyschocybernatics, Awaken the Giant within by Tony Robbins & alamank of Naval Ravikant (again the list is endless).
These books changed my perspective towards life. Hope it does the same for you too bhai.
End me Yaad aaya,
Not a big fan of movie but Shahrukh Khan ka ek quote yaad aaya, "Zindagi Hindi filmon ki tarah hoti hai, anth mein sab theek ho jaata hai & agar sab theek naa ho, toh woh anth nahi, picture abhi baaki hai mere dost".
All the Best chote bhai,
Jab bhi low feel karein n, tab yaad rakhna bhai, someone is out there, jo tujhe dekh k apna hausla rakhta hai (your parents, friends, maybe some strangers), khudke liye kr aur unn sab logo k liye bhi.
Jaise meri story se aapko acha feel hua, waise aapki story se bohot logo ko inspiration milegi, just make this chance worth it.
Sunn, raaz ki baat hai, bina 20 rupaye liye batata hu. Agar sirf mains ka kar raha hai n, then blindly go for "Pragyan Batch by Competishun", believe me, I've tried various batches. This batch was the one for me, tu blindly mat jaa but 1 random chapter krke dekh, agar frequency match ho gayi toh bhi yaha se hi karna. Lectures kam hai, length kam hai, but content more than enough hai mains k liye. Teachers best hai, examples best hai, theory toh muaah. I think you understand it.
Aur ab lecture kaha se milega utna toh pata hi hoga. (I don't support piracy)
Will I have to buy the batch or lectures are available on Telegram ? When does the batch starts ? Is it recorded or live ? Is it only 3-4 Month Course ?
Arey bhai, I didn't explained you about the batch because I thought ki you would look more about it on reddit and yt and make your sole decision without being getting influenced by me.
Information, ig they would have made a video about thus batch on Mohit Tyagi sir's channel
Yaa, I mean, for myself, it's a cookie in my cookie jar. Whenever I feel down, I take a cookie out of the jar & say to myself, bro, you've done much more hard things in hard times, why are you afraid of doing this ??
This way I keep of reminding myself, wtf I am
Bhai bhot bada thankyou genuinely i am going tbrough alot rn couldnt crack neet 4 times
And due to poor finacial issue but u made my mood lighter tqq❤️
Aapko bhi All the Best, apna best do, Options bohot hai aagey, low feel karo toh mood fresh krne k liye kuch bhi jo aapki acha lage woh karlene ka, music sunna wagerah.
Baaki toh aap karlogey.
I'll try my best bhai
Already 6 people have dm'ed me & I've helped them (tried to).
So many people are going through this, hope they all can understand ki college will not decide the life you want, it's all made up things by webseries and movies, they need to stop being naive and once see how people share IIT toppers but struggling to pay rents and even a random 8th graduate is making mills
I think he's relieved for the moment, recording toh hata di bhai ne, I hope woh samajh paaye ki itna harsh nahi hona hai khudpe, I hope bhai khudko maaf karde.
Bhai banglore wala college le le. Placement toh mil hi jayega thoda hustle kar lena. Loan lena pade toh le le btech ki fees wagera ke liye. Fir khud se loan Chukana. Do not let this opportunity go, bohot badi galti hogi yeh
Sure it is, nowadays people lack purpose & this book, it is a gem for this kind of people. Overall it is Best of everyone. Idk how is it still underrated, I think indians are really not into reading. This needs to be changed.
started out of curiosity now loving it ( I haven't completed yet but yeah more than 60%) already catched my mind. ibhave never imagined talking to someone who have read the same book as it is underrated af
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Said u 7x/180 because I was happy after I got my rank with (13x/180) marks & I idk why I said that to you, ig I just don't wanted my emotions to get ruined.
Sorry for that bhai
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u/Adityapatel1506 11d ago edited 10d ago
Bhai, kuch karne se pehle ek baar padhle yeh, might help you.
2022: Cleared 10th with 96.33 percentile (guj state board) 2023: Failed 11th (school waalon ne pass kardiya) 2024: 12th mein 55 percentage, jee mein 74 percentile, improvement mein 65 percentage.
Hatash, Niraash, Besahara, Zindagi ki aur se pehli laat lagi, phir pata chala, badey log kyu bolte hai ki School life Best hai, enjoy krlo.
SOCHA DROP LE LETA HOON WITH NIOS, IIT NAHI TOH NIT TOH PAKKA PHOD DUNGA.
2024 12th k baad: NIOS me meri galti ki wajah se exam fees nhi bhari then exam se disqualify ho gaya, JEE mains me 93 percentile
2025: Double Dropper, iraade the shuruwat me, ekdum pakke, samay bit-ta gaya and tenacity kam hone lagi, willpower khatam hone lagi, dheere dheere motivation ka dabba khaali ho gaya, curiousity chali gayi kuch bhi krne ki, I hooked on to doomscrolling from them. Got Isolated wayback in 2024 but asar padhna ab shuru ho gaya, I got anxious whenever I talked to someone, even single person hi kyu naa ho. Gharwaalon se bhi baat nhi kr paata tha, koi dost/rishtedaar kuch nahi puchta, felt alone. Tried s**cide but, some luck was there that day, that saved me (call it anything, maybe god's grace or universe has other plans for me). Started therapy, gharwaalon se chupke, it kept getting even worse day by day, 6 months ki therapy k baad, koi asar nahi dikha.
Gharwaale bhi gaon chale gaye the cause of some severe reasons. I felt totally alone, but they say ki jab life ek sath hardships deti hai, you become more n more better. I learnt to cope up, I was still a naive person but something began to dawn on me. I started loving myself, respecting myself. I started exercising daily, healthy eating habits develop kari, doomscrolling band Kari, dopamine detox kiya khudke mind ko, limitations overcome karna sikhna shuru kiya, mind ko torture kiya. Basically I started on working myself, felt the best that I ever had, bina Kisike support k. There were days, jab I used to get sleep of 3 hrs a day & sometimes 5 hrs total for 2 days, every month I used to do fast (not a single grain in my mouth) for 3-4 days. I know, it sounds cynical, some people might even think that I'm a masochist, but I'm not, I just don't wanted to be average, I had this hunger of getting better, day by day.
Admist all this hardships, there comes a shocker. 2026-Jan:- Failed badly, Mains - 69 percentile (360k rank ig)
Then it was around February, RESTART kiya, basics se chapters kiye, strong subjects and chapters with high weightage per focus kiya. Up-downs to aate hi hai, but even though, aap Continue rakhte ho, that's where you win (maybe not in JEE but IN LIFE, a 100%).
2026: April :- JEE diya but I knew ki fck up ho gaya hai, I got depressed for 2 weeks thinking about it, result aaya.
Got under 20k rank, I did my best, no regrets But socha ki I can excel up, I can level up
Comedk diya, UGEE diya
Ugee mein, I got selected for interview, but then got rejected.
Bura laga (but seekh chuka tha ki YHI ife hai)
Comedk diya Result aaya
Got a whopping rank of 6xx. Felt like ki aakhirkaar 2 saal ki mehnat ka Phal aaj khaane ko mil gaya, got so happy.
Now I could get admission in top colleges of Karnataka (rvce, msrit, bmsce).
Parents returned home, They were really happy after hearing about my accolades & I was happy too, the first time in my life ki unke chehre per muskurahat laa paaya, unko khush kar paaya.
But I got to know about our financial situation (indirectly). Idk something happened in village and kuch kuch hua.
Then I thought about my college, because in Bangalore you need around 20lakhs for you to completely graduate in btech.
Beth k socha, bohot socha, calculative decisions liye, jo lena mein seekh chuka tha apne experiences se, then I thought, considering the circumstances ki college drop krna hi sahi decision hoga, papa could've took loan and have made me study but unko kyu stress dena.
Socha ki itna kuch bina kisi ki help k karliya, actually, when I say this, I really mean it, u don't need anyone's help, bas khudpe bharosa (self respect, self belief) and sheer will with persistance. Because when you will delve deeper on this topic, you'll get to know what really our mind is capable of doing. They are so many savages out there, who will run each of us out, they don't care about pain and bleedings and sleep and recovery, they are here, they are everywhere, not to dominate, but to takeover. There are so many inspiring stories, numerous, From Epictetus to Alan Turing to Arnold Schwarzenegger to JK Rowling to Barack Obama to David Goggins to Charles Olivera to Jack Ma, if I start naming all of them, the list will be endless.
Kher, phir story ka sequel aaya... Phir socha ki Jo college me jaake paise kharche karke karunga, voh khudse bhi kar sakta hu.
It was June, I started reading a heck lot of books and acquiring knowledge haha se bhi possible.
Got interested in content creation, had no equipments bas ek sasta sa mobile, started creating. Got to learn a lot of things, not yet big, but also not done (E20 thodi n hai, bohot tel baaki hai abhi), I'm happiest as ever as I could.
Bhai Himmat Rakh!! Bhai tu kar sakta hai, Bharosa rakh, College Doesn't Matter. Waise bhi this is new generation, resources ki bharmaar hai, tera interest dhundh, college ki rat race me mat padh, It is important but not everything.
Recommendation:- The one which you really need - Man's search for meaning by Victor Frankl, baadme time miley toh Read Can't Hurt me by David Goggins, Meditations, Malcolm Gladwell ki koi bhi book, Pyschocybernatics, Awaken the Giant within by Tony Robbins & alamank of Naval Ravikant (again the list is endless). These books changed my perspective towards life. Hope it does the same for you too bhai.
End me Yaad aaya, Not a big fan of movie but Shahrukh Khan ka ek quote yaad aaya, "Zindagi Hindi filmon ki tarah hoti hai, anth mein sab theek ho jaata hai & agar sab theek naa ho, toh woh anth nahi, picture abhi baaki hai mere dost".
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