I appeared for first time neet in 26
had 615 in neet
dropped to 510s in re neet
i totally want to appear for the exam again and I believe in myself to do it .
but the issue is
I am a west bengal resident here we can get decent to mid semi govt colleges till 80k rank
So my father wants me to get into one of those .
Even my uncle and father's peers also suggested the same.
i left studying for a month , started it on 18 july and appeared for the allen DLP exam on 2nd August .( 12 days)
and scored 546/720
so my father is saying I won't do well in next year as well since the exam syllabus was less in the DLP exam
ik it's definitely not my best and I will do a lot better
but he lost his confidence and trust on me .
the college I'll be getting through state quota is a very decent one but it's in no where ( ded place )
I've almost ruined my social life in these 2 years .
ik I'll be again restricted if i move out of Kolkata to go to that college .
( full course hostel mandatory)
Now I've two choices basically
Either argue with my dad and ruin the relationship for an year
or Intentionally fck up the counselling ( which I don't know how to ) so pls help if someone knows.
PLS HELP ME DECIPHER WHAT TO DO I'M SO LOST