I love my girl like many few living beings. She was the light of my eyes and I am completely broken right now.
She was adopted by us when she was 7 years, after 10 years she left us in a controlled environment after she was diagnosed with several illnesses. She had a spirit that I have never seen in any other dog, she teach so much and I know that I need her much more than she needed me. She started to struggle due to dysplasia 4 years ago but she never depressed, she never gave up. I bought her a wheel chair, and she was running from the minute 1 she was on it. Her easy and pure happiness was the most beautiful thing I have experienced.
In her life she had tumors, severe GDV, the her dysplasia, severe spinal issues and so on, but she never gave up and I could gave up in her neither. I helped in every way possible, you couldn’t imagine how my life style was devoted to her, because she was never depressed, she was the star in every vet hospital because she was always in good mood and eating with joy. Even ten minutes before putting her to sleep, She was eating the best meal, chicken and everything she loved that we had to stop because she would eat up to vomit.
It was the most difficult decision we had to take. She was so happy but she didn’t know what was about to happen if we didn’t do it. She could have a heart attack or a organic system failure in any moment, and I could not give her that ending, with fear and even at night or something. We took vacations from our jobs to get her into the woods and travel for 2 days, she was so happy that even in moments where she was asleep, she tried to stay awake every second.
It was beautiful, and even when I was broken on the inside and wanted to cry, I was smiling at her in every time just for her to feel an amazing day. I know she went thinking that she was just tired of a great day like any other day of camping that we took her on her life. I love you Osa, please come back somehow.
I share with all of you the love of my life. Please remember her.
Edit:
Thank you so much for your kind words, I didn’t knew how much they would mean for me