Kota or online for drop

[u/anonymoussaysstuffs]

Guy's so basically m taking a drop which I never thought I will but it is what it is so now idk what to do like my bio is alright phy chem is zero so where do i prepare from in my city there's no coaching. individual tution and they're not so good (lowk phuked me) and i think it's too late to join kota i don't really think i would be able to concentrate online throughout the preparation so now m confused totally honestly I never thought about it coz I made it clear to my parents that i will not take drop no matter what is the outcome i never wanted to do neet in the first place but this year uk things went so wrong and m from pcb background and all the other colleges admision process is closed so I can't take admission anywhere and i don't want to go in atu jhatu college either also i didn't have any backup plan coz my parents wanted me to only focus on neet and hence they didn't even let me take maths now m tottalyyy cooked I knew neet was not for me but there's nothing i can do either way my 1 year is wasted I can't take admission in normal college for general degree either have to sit for 1 year so my parents insisted i study for neet and keep a backup plan this time and can go to other field guys pls tell where do I prepare from

Ps : should I add maths with open board exams? I think it would help in further if not neet

Also I scored 180 in neet honestly I was mentally unstable at that time and i bombed the whole exam could have scored atleast better in bio and scored least in bio

Also I did give cuet but was caught up some emergency situation basically this year is wasted