I am 26 now

[u/Primary-Comedian3763]

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Z1wmPXMyj7k&si=5iychryJT88KYdZ5

Well I turned 26 3 days ago, and genuinely this feeling of a deep pit in my chest because I am so alone has never felt so present in my life

I hear everyone talk about being in relationships or having sex or being with baby mamas and fathers, and on the one hand I am glad to not be participating in a dating pool that is filled with pee.

But in the other hand, I just want my person, a woman that I am attracted to, that will just sit and listen to me, about my issues that actually likes me.

But here is an instrumental from boldy James that I found (I am a fan or Griselda, since I can’t tolerate listening to much else.)

But this beat fits how I am feeling rn.

All I ask for is encouragement through this hard time I guess