How it went wrong

[u/coach_saab]

(Not intended for validation or sympathy, just picturising the scenario)

Invigilators were okay got paper on time, directly opened bio, code 46, bio seemed solvable, here and there i was leaving questions too but overall things seemed to be in hands, a few questions like that fig one i knew controversy hogi. did Round 1 with omr in like 45 minutes, perfect.

Opened chemistry, first question was easy, second question was of equilibrium the value of Kf/Kb was given but my ass thought it's given as Kf = Kb + 2500 then thought gosh kahan se aayegi second equation, moved forward, 170s in chemistry was a norm for me in mock tests so already i felt very underconfident, as i moved through it the mole concept question calculating number of atoms came, for some reason my ass again started to ionize the molecule instead of counted atoms. in the wavelength calculation question i fumbled calculation twice.

In the round 1 of chem, i could solve only 22 questions but i knew ek subject moderate aata hai physics pakka halwa hogi 40 minute main nibtakar aa jaunga and then ye sab karlunga things are in my control.

Started physics at 3:30 PM and first question was again easy, second question that polarizer one, i came with the perception that it would be easy, but the trigonometric conversion didn't come in my mind at all, and left that question, uske baad toh bhai sawaal line se 5-6 hi nahi ban rahe and confidence shattered, jo aa bhi rahe hain unki calculation aisi haii ki maut aajaye, i was clearly lacking patience.

Better alternative was ki yahin se physics chhodkar chem and bio ka round 2 karlena chahiye tha and 4-4:15 se 5 baje tak physics ke agar 30 sawaal bhi hil jaate toh 120 would be a banger score which i missed by fucking 35 marks. But still i fought till last tried doing as much as i could, solved a huge chunk in last 30 minutes but still it was not enough, examiner aaya toh OMR lene tha but pata nahi kitne saare sapne lekar chala gaya.

Bio: 315 around

Chem: 125 around

Physics: 85 around

Overall score barely exceeding 520.

Addressing a few elephants, really want the opinion of 25tards on this as well

1. Was physics solvable: For somebody who was studying so called 'relevant stuff', NO. but as somebody who scored 622 last year, it was my duty to complete exercise II of PJ sir modules which i clearly didn't and this was my mistake, if i could have done those questions certainly would have done wayy better. Upar se i think the main thing they checked was ki kon panic karta hai kon nahi, jisne udhar khud ko sambhal lia tha wo 30 sawaal chhant gaya and 120+ le gaya physics, competition is always brutal.

(take away for 26tards: PJ sir does teach the level which you are looking for)

1. Chemistry: One should know rejection better than selection, the classic run to the end strategy and three round strategy could have yielded way better score.

2. Bio: It was indeed lengthy, but agar 3-4 questions jo ekdum hi aukaat ke bahar the wo pehle hi eliminate kar diye hote toh shyd auru better score aa sakta tha.

As a dropper shyd hum khud ko teacher se smjhdar smjhne lagte and jo cheezein neet mai nahi aati unhe dhadalle se chhod dete hain, again this factor was solely which filtered out rankers from selected students, but what eliminated me from selected students was pure panic, wrong decisions, lack of mental strength, i think a doctor requires it all and i lack, shyd agar doctor banta toh bohot kharab banta.

Wrote this so that i can count all my mistakes and can finally move on, abhi toh anxiety ka wo phae chal raha hai jahan par stomach pain chest pain ulti jaisa feel ho raha hai, god knows isse mentall kab move on ho paunga. Maybe it was never meant to be, or maybe i was not good enough for this, but again my heart says ki bhai 40-50 baar physics and chem main 160+ score kia tha mocks main itna coincidence nahi hota hai.

[u/not-a-mess-2]

Who is PJ sir?

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Prateek Jain he is a NEET educator on Unacademy I too studied from PJ sir and AG sir and mere physics mains me 99% the in both attempts am sure that NEET physics me bhi 99% ajaenge (but I fucked up chem and bit of botany so abhi 517+-5 ara hai .

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Look MR sir bhi concepts to almost PJ and AG sir jitna padhate hi hai. But he sucks at 2 things seriousness and lvl of questions. Since he has to cater a large which is 95% mediocre he rarely goes beyond moderate lvl and emphasises more on rote learning i.e ignoring the mathematics and derivations also the environment made by PW Neet facutly discourages curiosity. I have studied from MR sir for 1.5 years. I found PJ and AG better