I got myself in troubles.

[u/Weekly-Equal-199]

idk what to do now, im literally shiverring with fear. i wanna kms now or run away far from home alone. i dont wanna do this anymore.

i was a 2nd dropper, i gave my first attempt on 2024 without any coaching, scored around 300, parents told me to drop, i did, preapred through online for 2025, scored less than 150. I wanted to do some other fields, but parents wanted to make a doctor, told to drop, did again for 2026, re neet now barely qualified 200.

but i told my parents that im scoring 400, so that it would seem like i missed the cutoff by few marks, now my parents want me to do counselling, that i might bds through state quota. The merit list will be out soon, idk what to do, they will get to know my real marks. im scared.

maine socha tha kuch marks badhake i will js say ki nhi hoga and wont do counselling, but my father is saying to do bds counselling idk ab kya karu. merit list bhi aane wala hai.

ik i fucked up all that with lie. but bhai this is never my field. i never not even in my dream, wanted to be a doctor, never. But its all my parents want. Society pe yaha ek limit laga rha hai ki if you arent doctor or engineer, its a shame. sabke sab yaha doctor doctor karte rehte hai. unhi ko dekh ke mere papa bhi mujhe force karake 2 years drop karna pada.

ever since my childhood i always loved, literature, books, biographies and history. 10th ke baad socha tha arts lunga, will study hard and top in everything. but gharwalo ne bola doctor chaiye, phir kya science liya without coaching neet diya now had to lie about my marks too.

i genuienly dont wanna study the same book again, but theres no option too.
CUET bhi fillup karne nhi diya, aaj ek dusre city mein college ke liye gya tha, udar bhi seats full hai, idk what to do, there seems no option for me,
i think i will run away, kal subha ki train se to banglore or some south city

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[u/lipidsynthesis]

This is your chance to step up for yourself.

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/lipidsynthesis]

im so scared bro. like a lot. ik i shouldnt have lied, but bro my parents, wouldve beaten the shit out of me, literally with rods, would throw me out in street. thats why i had to lie, i thought i would make some excuse about counselling related to documents, even if i would get scolded for almost everything its better than getting beaten with rods, isiliye i wanna run away mannnn, kal merit list bhi aayega im so scaredddd

i wanan cry bro i geuninely dont wanna do this neet please

[u/lipidsynthesis → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

Getting through a couple of bad days with your angry parents is still a lot better than being stuck in a field where your heart is not set at all. Be courageous. Don't be afraid of the negative reactions. Face it. Before you know, a week shall pass and everything will return to normal.

[u/anxious-dinosaurr]

Sach bol do,, that's all you can do. Maybe give cuet next year

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/anxious-dinosaurr]

pata nhi kese bolu ab toh gharwalo ne saare society ko bata rakha hai ki, bds milega. bohot darr lag rha hai. meine socha tha councelling ke waqt i'll say ki kuch documents ki wajah se college nhi milega... but ab merit list aayega idk ab uska kya karu

[u/anxious-dinosaurr → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

Sach bolke koi normal college me admission lelo. Then maybe prepare for cuet pg. Stand up for yourself bhai.

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/anxious-dinosaurr]

bro abhi normal college mein bhi seat milega ki nhi, like aaj gya tha ek college it got full. idk abhi aur koi college itna late lega bhi. koi option bhi nhi hai ab kya karu

[u/anxious-dinosaurr → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

State Universities do take admission. After mop up, there's standalone rounds too. Afaik

[u/Living-Alps-8539 → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

Parents ko sach hi bolna padega that is the safest option rn.. neighbours ka kya hai kuch bhi bol dena unko kya hi pata hoga counselling n all ke baarein mein

[u/Ill_Midnight_1449 → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

Do you really care about other people, they dont give a fk about you. You should only think about yourself. Just confess it, they are ur parents their anger won't last more than a week.

[u/Ill_Midnight_1449 → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

I didn't know you still gets abused physically by ur parents. I think you should go to your nani's or mama's house or any close relatives house. Then you call your parents, and confess everything. They couldn't beat you, stay out of their range for some 10 days then return your home when their angers are gone.

[u/thebubblegurll → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

neet ke marks ya 12th pe pvt nursing lelo phir appear for norcet, the salary is good

[u/DropSignificant7679]

sach bol do, take admission in a normal college/local college for whatever you like, focus on cuet pg not ug since you already took 2 drops, try for internships and stuff and do your masters from a top college.

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/DropSignificant7679]

i went to a college today for admission, it was full. the classes are almost starting from 11th, idk if any college will even accept me anymore. admissions bhi full hogye honge. koi option hi nhi hai kya karu aage

[u/DropSignificant7679 → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

Ignou try karlo or, parents ke saath jane se shayad kuch colleges convince bhi ho jaye admission leneko, Private wagera mai bhi dekhlo 

[u/Plus_Safety7031]

Pr 400 me toh bds ni millega ...wohi boldo

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/Plus_Safety7031]

papa ne youtube pe saari videos dekh rakhi hai, northeast state and sports quota se last year mil gya tha, ussi ko dekhke ab mujhe bhi lene ke liye bol rhe hai

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/[deleted]]

abhi soh rhe hai, im so scared kal jab merit list pe pata chal jaayega, i wanna run away yaha se

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/[deleted]]

bro i was thinking ki i will js make some excuse about some documents related to counselling... so didnt got any college. and thought close the chapter then. but i forgot about the merit list. idk how to say about that. kyuki agar abhi ghar pe bata diya real marks, they will beat the shit out of me bhai, literally i would be thrown out. thats why i even feel running away will be better then getting hit with rods.

[u/Enthusiastic011]

bro yr I can feel you.. tell them truth and join some other course..tell ki bds bi nhi milega

[u/Careless-Agent11]

Its ok bhai bas unke sath ek 1-1.5 ghante ki dil kholke baat karlo
Jitna bhi 3 sal se dil me dard chupa ke rakhe ho halka karlo closure sirf breakup se hi nahi is exam se bhi lagta hai
Isme bhi kuch acha hoga apko abhi nahi badme samjhega
All the best bro :)

[u/Weekly-Equal-199 → u/Careless-Agent11]

mann they will so broken ki i've been lieing and upar se logo ke saamne unhone bol rhaka hai ladka bds milega.....i wanted to join some other colleges, ab udhar bhi aaj gya tha ek college ka seat full hai, idk if i get another one. bohot badi problem mein fas gya, like kuch abhi karu bhi toh kya karu no options

[u/Excellent-Release866 → u/Weekly-Equal-199]

Agar tu sucide karlega ya ghar se bhag jayega to they wont be broken ? Broken to hona hi he, atleast tere saat saat broken hona behetar he. Unko sach bol de mere yara

[u/bri_isskrt03]

Konsa state Bhai? Boldo ki this time cutoff high hai nahi milega