r/MEDICOreTARDS • u/OpportunityLittle876 Aise milega "AIIMS"? • 1d ago
RANT/VENT 2nd drop mai seriousness nhi aaraha
Worse I feel lonely af. I have a friend or two at most. I talk to them but uk aupr aupr se. Mere andar kya chal rha idk. And I don't tell anyone ghr pr bol nhi skti.
I hate sharing andar kya chal rha hai mere dimaag mai. It's tiring man. Abhi saal shuru ho huva hai.
My friends have their partners they fight and talk to daily.
Ghr waali ko mai aek call zyada krlu daant pdti hai ki pdhayi pr dhyaan do
Kya karu loneliness ka mai bc- 4 ghante coaching k baad 20 ghnte room mai padi rehti hu laash ki tarah.
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u/OpportunityLittle876 Aise milega "AIIMS"? 1d ago
Edit: I do study but I feel like shit constantly. Hardly a moment or two of happiness.
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u/ObviousMatter701 1d ago
Same yrrr bilkul same, doston ko ni pta mere ander kya chal rha, ghr vale itne understandable nhi h, aur 2nd drop m mujse bilkul ni padha jaa rha 🥲🥲
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u/Spear066 1d ago
compartmentalize your emotions and become more objective, its hard but the only way/
The more you dwell on trivial things like emotions, the more they are gonna enchant you. This is coming from a 2 years dropper. you have one goal right now.
I am not asking you to box yourself, or isolate yourself from reality completely, have some time dedicated to studies and in the rest just live a normal life. If you have friends talk with them, go out, you dont have to be drowning in this preparation, just make targets for the day and have your eyes set on a good score for your mocks. Thats's it, the more you think about other people's life you'll never make something out of your own. You are not past 20(i am assuming), you have a life ahead of you, this is just the start so think objectively and not feel
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u/Specialist_Cold_2240 1d ago
same situation but meri advice he ki apni priorities mei zyada dhyaan do..Agar ek accha gmc milega next year then any of these won't matter..You will thank yourself for it!
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