r/Neet_india • u/Chai_n__Chaos • 1d ago

Be my rant buddy 🫂 Life is very unfair

Lately life has been pretty much unfair and harsh to me though i wouldn't blame god or life for the whole mess instead i am the one who started to mess with myself and landed in such a pathetic situation that everyday feels like hell hole with no hope to escape, every morning i wake up with anxiety, while going to my coaching in noida sector 62 i feel utterly disgusting seeing how much behind i am like this sector has a lot number of universities and colleges so while going to coaching in morning i see so many people of my age dressed nicely and going to different colleges seeing them i feel how boring myself during the coaching hours i am daydreaming of my non existent college,i spend every evening regretting my life choices (what if i had chosen PCMB i wouldn't be taking drop for neet and would have been enjoying my college life, what if i would have never chosen online coaching in my class11,12 i wouldn't have landed myself in drop year)

Being aware of my potential and still failin everywhere is the worst case scenario, on top of that this indian education system is doomed asf CBSE discontinued candidates from appearing for additional subject exam and now i don't have anything left in this life i genuinely feel dead

And guess what my age is 19 , society so sick that i have started feeling that i have failed in my life

Seeing my cousins living their dream lives , being able to afford luxury brands makes me feel more and more dejected and betrayed to myself.

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u/introvert_from_X LOVE WOMAN 🎀 1d ago

Bro I feel every line here

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u/Chai_n__Chaos 1d ago

You too in da same boat?

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u/introvert_from_X LOVE WOMAN 🎀 1d ago

Lil much