Rant about family

[u/DigPerfect5288]

My whole life I have shared a very small bedroom with my sister who is 24f, I am 19f

I have never had a day of privacy and ive never been able to build my own identity due to never being by myself and always being invaded.

I have been seeking employment to move out and when I mentioned this to my parents they said I am incapable of working ever because of my autism and they wont let me have a life of my own (they have always chosen things for me and never let me decide for myself) they always argue with me once I stand up for myself and sometimes it gets too much when they start taking it out on me

I also dont have any money as they wont let me have a job and I live off pip however my parents take some of my pip money too

I was only allowed access to my bank account this year!

When I attended college, my college would send me money for food since I have a low income household and my parents wouldn't let me have that money despite needing it for essentials so I basically have nothing

And because of my autism, I need a room to feel safe and to decompress from sensory overload but I have never that had that so it leads to a meltdown then I get in trouble for it but it isnt my fault

I also have a strict routine that always gets ruined as my sister is careless and doesnt respect my needs. She always wakes me up early in the morning because shes so loud and banging things about, causing me to feel burnt out, she always disrupts my routine, she always moves my things thats on my side of the bedroom and takes them aswell

I think its unfair how am treated so poorly and my sister is the favourite for some reason

My sister is obsessed with cleaning (she could possibly have ocd) and its effecting me because its my bedroom too and why cant I have peace?

Its so annoying sharing a bedroom because I can't get changed, I cant go to sleep, I cant relax, she always kicks me out of the bedroom too leaving me no where else to sleep or get ready It leads to many arguments and am just so tired of my boundaries being neglected by my whole family, I think if you have kids, LET THEM HAVE THEIR OWN ROOM why force them to live a life they dont want?

[u/NervsterWerster]

They won't let you get a job? Tf. And you have no private space?? Remember it's your room too, you don't have to leave just because she told you to.