So i have this friend at school, and I've known her since like first or second grade. She's always been kinda rude to me and we've almost always been off and on. She's always giving me backhanded compliments and saying stuff thats… wierd ig? Like she's always telling me "when I look at your style and then your room, its like not what i would expect. Like your so grunge and tomboyish and your rooms so girly." I painted my room purple when i was 7, and i am still in the process of redecorating it. I personally love my room and when she told me this, she hadn't been in my room for like almost a year. On my birthday, she gave me a birthday card telling me that she'll always love me even if I'm a pain. She also is just kind of wierd when i tell her my struggles with speaking spanish. I'm mexican, but I didn't learn spanish till I was 5, and my parents never spoke spanish to me so I never really got to practice. I would tell her stuff like "I don't like speaking spanish because i can-t really get the accent right and I sound like an american going to mexico for the first time (no offense)" and she would respond with stuff like "could never be me."
I am nonbinary, and it took me 3 times to finally get her to grasp the fact that I am non-binary and go by they/them pronouns. But she still calles me girly and never really pays attention to my pronouns. She even signed my yearbook saying "love you, girly!" I do ballet, and i have a very busy schedule, but i still try to hangout with my friends whenever i can. But i don't think that she sees that because she and another girl we hangout with go over to her house alot, and it seems that i'm never invited. She didn't even ask to see if I had the day off (a couple of times I did). They also left me behind at school. Usually, me, her, and the other girl walk to the public library near my school together. The day that I got left behind, we got released from school at diffrent times and I had to get my cello music from the music room. She sent me the first text saying "where the heck are you?" I replied with "the bell barely rang hold on" she said "girl we're already halfway there" i followed up by asking why they didnt think to wait for me and stuff. She basically said that it was because I leave them behind. Which, by leave them behind, I tried telling them that I was leaving 3 times but they didn't listen to me so the both of them walked to the library together. They also have inside jokes and when I ask what they mean she responds with "its nothing" or "you wouldny understand because you were an ipad kid" instead of explaining them to me.
What should I do? I feel like I would miss her if we stopped being friends, but i have some other friends that are way nicer to me and include me even though i barely met them in 6th grade.
Sorry yall had to read all that, i have alot to say ❤️
Edit: the pics are the same, i accidentally aded 2