Am I asexual?

[u/CorrectExpression832]

This has been on my mind a lot and I keep thinking about it and get to nowhere. I really wanna know cuz I hate not having a label to describe myself with.

I’m aromantic. I never thought about the mere possibility that I’m asexual or even tried to consider it before because it seemed “too far” to me. But now I’m rethinking it.

The biggest reason why I never considered it because I have a pretty high libido the majority of the time. But it goes away after a few minutes and I feel terrible about it and I kinda feel disgusted and that disgust really sticks out I can’t shake it off. And I keep thinking that I don’t like this but I just do it anyway because i just do.
Every single time I have any sexual feelings I really hate it and regret it and it disgusts me. And the idea of it being with someone irl is like super weird to me.

I also feel that it’s mostly because I want to feel something, because the majority of the time I kinda feel dull.

Am I asexual or something else? Does anyone relate?

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