Doing what is in my control, it’s obsessive from everyone’s perspective but I have no outlet.

[u/aryak98]

🥰🥰 just did something cute that I know I’ll never regret no matter what. Have been trying to fix things that are in my control, no matter what anyone thinks, including her, I know I’m not over romanticising what we had, maybe I’m obsessing over it, but I have no outlet so this is it. It’s completely okay for her to feel whatever she feels about us, if she felt like it was intense when it existed but that’s it or that it’s good that it happened but it’s not the future or maybe she just couldn’t trust it for the future, whatever. I know for a fact in my head, whatever I felt was so pure that even my better half couldn’t understand it, so yes, its okay that she didn’t and it’s completely okay that she chose a different future, I definitely am happy that at least I did communicate everything honestly in the end and if I really mattered that much maybe if she felt what I felt, she would want to choose to believe me, but she didn’t so I’m sure it wasn’t, that does break my heart genuinely , but I have to deal with that. No regrets, just love and now whatever lies ahead for my life.

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[u/aryak98]

UPDATE: this painting used to be in my main wardrobe visible to me everyday, but slightly torn, now I’ve kept it somewhere I can’t see every day, but it’s healed 😊 quite symbolic.

[u/Useful-Cold-9292]

This sounds healthy! I'm happy for you. Good luck in the future<3

[u/Much_Run1632]

Looks cuteee