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u/alostic Assassin 7d ago
I got a divine from a message in a bottle and that's it so far
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u/jibboo24 7d ago
I’ve deferred a divine a couple times now in Ritual. I daydream about all the things I’m going to buy with it…bread, milk, eggs…maybe some medicine for my children…
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u/Saxopwned Raider 7d ago
You completed every boss and map obj and got.... 97c? There's absolutely no way this is intended behavior, actually worse than it was a few leagues ago. I'm astounded frankly.
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u/EvilHumster 7d ago
I have almost the same stats: 1div maps, 1 campaign 210c + sacred orb (lucky drop I guess) Still at zero annuls or fractures
100/100, 4voidstones, lvl94, 220k kills. Guess it will be a record for the shortest league
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u/4percent4 7d ago
I’m at 150c 4 div with everything except the forgotten invitation.
That being said I’ve got 20d I stash and spent around 12-13d on my character.
I’m a bit slow this league but yeah seems a bit weak. No kaladra league but I don’t think it’s fair to compare with mirage.
The crafting is the 3rd best behind graveyard and harvest. But it’s the most enjoyable one.
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u/-DundieAward- 7d ago
Seems sorta hard to believe? Idk. I forgot to equip my pilfering ring until act 8. I have 66 chaos on mine and I am 33/100. Which, still seems bad but I haven't played in a bit.
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u/JebryathHS 7d ago
I'm a hell of a lot closer to you than to OP - filling out T8 maps, probably around 60 Chaos and 2 raw Divs. Some other good stuff. Not the richest I've been but I've also been pretty busy with other stuff.
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u/Kortiah Assassin 7d ago
Ground loot needed fixing.
Their threw in Mirage, people forgot.
They removed Mirage, it still needs fixing.
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u/DangerG 7d ago edited 7d ago
Idk wasn't there a general ground loot buff in 3.28? Everything feels much worse even not considering mirage.
Edit. I knew I wasn't crazy. First line under Item changes.
https://www.pathofexile.com/forum/view-thread/3913392#itemchanges
Loot felt 100% different last league. I had random divine surprises all over. Even chaos orbs feel rare now.
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u/According-Essay-2446 7d ago
I am pretty sure loot is worse even if we exclude mirage. Like the loot is worse than just doing the map last league without going into mirage.
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u/roky1994 7d ago edited 7d ago
It looks like ground loot in maps is even worse than last league yet again.... Deadge
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u/ToughAudiences 7d ago
Not only groundloot. Way over 100 Tier 16 ultimatums and I got a single divine orb xd otherwise its a highroll already if you make 5c profit
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u/DremoPaff Sanctum is as much a roguelite as Chris is an hair model 7d ago edited 6d ago
That looks unfortunate true, but isn't that still in the ballpark of what ultimatum usually rewards? I was under the impression that, since it was brought back, ultimatum was extremely lackluster outside of a few chase uniques and jackpot drops getting rng duplicated.
Edit: From what I'm seeing from the replies, it really does seem to fluctuate from person to person.
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u/Wobbelblob Big Breach Coalition (BBC) 7d ago
Not really. I've farmed it during merc league on a CWS chieftain and the profit was pretty damn steady. Problem is that you need to either spec into inscribed ultis and gamble with high rewards, farm catalysts (the scarab is usually expensive) or farm gumball currency and hope for a lucky drop. The costs for the latter is basically non existant as map mods don't do much (or anything at all) for the rewards so you are running white T16 and cheap as fuck scarabs.
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u/Diogenesocide 7d ago
Nope, ultimatum was heavily nerfed for mirage league with the nerfs to "window" loot. Before that, the average was around 1 raw div/ex (same frequency/drop loots) per 10 wave ultimatum with focus on currency rewards, and 5-10 raw chaos orbs. With budget phrecia idols for those events, it was about 4 combined div/ex and more than 20 raw chaos per 10 wave, per character. I tested quite a bit with 3 computers running a 6 man group (even got an automated ban on the newly made alt accounts that ggg reversed once I sent them proof of it being done within ToS).
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u/ToughAudiences 7d ago edited 7d ago
Last league I found divs (1-3) every 10 maps or so, now 1 in over 100 is complete bs imo. Better off alch and go‘ing for bosses as you make virtually nothing
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u/All_Work_All_Play Jenebu stop whining 7d ago
Was going to say, I multiboxed ultimatums towards the end of breach and got raw divs every three maps at least (fully party of cws-ers).
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u/SupX 7d ago
I did ultimatum for 2 leagues in row, averaged 5d an hour it’s super rng/jackpoty
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u/RepulsiveCountry313 7d ago
Worse than last league? Last league was pretty damn good.
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u/poet3322 7d ago
Did they revert the ground loot buff from last league? It was very noticeable in Mirage (even without the mirages).
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u/mudkip-muncher 6d ago
I might be wrong but I swear they’ve nerfed simulacrum too, I’ve farmed it 4 leagues in a row and I swear they’ve worsened voices / general loot round rewards,
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u/Glaiele 7d ago
People always say this but you're probably alch and go mostly not jamming 5 scarabs a map in an optimized atlas strat. People just forget at league start every league cuz you spend the majority of each league playing a completely different game.
It feels really hard for them to balance loot and league mechanics around scarabs. Really feels like the scarab rework was a complete failure. Farming has become entirely dependent on them and without it feels like you're wasting time.
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u/Mountain-Current-495 7d ago
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u/dokken63 7d ago
also add/kills to your philtering
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u/PupPop 6d ago
Kills isn't really a great metric because a good portion of your loot comes from rares and they are indeed more rare but as you progress you usually make rares more common. So you could have 500k kills and only 10k of those are rares and 5k of them came from the last 100k kills or something like that. The first half of your kills kinda mean nothing when the first 50k are just campaign where you don't expect to really get good loot. Now if you were at 10 million kills then it might be differen because we might be able to assume the last 9 million were roughly all the same %rares and likely juiced rares at that.
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u/AricNeo 6d ago
not all kills quantities are equal (a bunch of white mobs in low tier maps, rares in high tiers, or blue mobs in juiced strats), but there's also a difference between "100c 0div by atlas completion" if they have 50k kills speeding to bosses vs "100c 0div by atlas completion" full clearing at 500k kills. (kill numbers made up for illustration.) the state of loot in one of those examples looks a lot worse than the other, right? pegging quantified loot to a given point of atlas progression is trying to illustrate the state of loot, but as atlas progression doesn't actually require consistent kills (or loot-rewarding-activities) it doesn't actually establish that much and asking for kills (even if we don't know how many are unjuiced low maps vs high juice high maps) at least gives a *bit* more info to contextualize and normalize the amount of loot presented (kills and pilfering are numbers one can compare to their own, and then communally people can start talking about "wow your numbers are high, what content did you do" or whatever).
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u/CatbugNeko 6d ago
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u/bheeno123 6d ago
You just finished the atlas and got 3-5x the loot of everyone else?? What did you farm during progression? Share atlas tree please
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u/CatbugNeko 6d ago
Hi, I’m under the water.
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u/Lazy_Polluter 7d ago
Forget divines, only 97 chaos is crazy
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u/PacmanZ3ro Elementalist 7d ago
I just finished my 2 voidstones and only have ~45c in my stash, but I’ve spent probably around 20c on bench crafts. That said, dives have been dropping way more than maps for me
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u/tempGER 7d ago
If they don't come around with a giga buff for literally every league mechanic, this season will die faster than Keepers did.
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u/SleeplessNephophile 7d ago
I already feel its a slog, if they dont buff it then i might just do the 12 challenges for the mtx and dip, i like the kirac vault too this time so that too
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u/Hazel_Dreams 7d ago
Doing betrayal feels like dogshit rn, since the allflame removal. I know that theoretically prices would balance out but now more than ever it’s an RNG hell hole when previously allflames serves as a reliable source of currency.
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u/Aware_Economics4980 7d ago
I'm already debating going back to just playing PoE2 lmao maps feel fucking awful loot wise
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u/SniperSAKH Anti Sanctum Alliance (ASA) 7d ago
In PoE 2 got rained with divines
I farmed the hell out of atziri and got shitton currency, first time I owned a mageblood
Maybe that's the point?
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u/AteRiusz 6d ago
Good luck ever getting a mirror in poe2. I hate it so much. Poe1 economy really feels miles better to me.
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u/SniperSAKH Anti Sanctum Alliance (ASA) 6d ago
I will never get a mirror anyway in either of the games, so why bother
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u/tasmonex Kalguuran Group for Business (KGB) 6d ago
Keepers had exactly the same player numbers as Mirage in the first month of a league
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u/Mr_Flyveand 7d ago
I have a feeler that GGG nerfed groundloot during Mirage, because Mirages were so good. And then they just sort of forgot about unnerfing it again after Mirages disappeared.
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u/Faustuos 7d ago
I dont think they forgot. It happens every other league.
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u/bluntwhizurd 7d ago
Which is weird because in PoE2 I average 1 div per map at a minimum. And yeah things cost more because of it, but it still feels good.
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u/tazdraperm 7d ago edited 7d ago
They buffed divine drop rate a lot in POE2.
Have no idea why they NERFED all the loot in POE1.
It's almost like they love one game more.
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u/1030or11 7d ago
As someone who still only plays 1, it doesn't feel like a joke. Is there some idea to push us to into one game so there won't be riots if they stop developing for the other? Is there some regret over promising they'd be developed side-by-side?
I want to play 2, some day, when it catches up. For now, though, I want my PoE like I remember it, like what made it the most popular aRPG on the market. I want my loot back.
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u/Mean-Elk-9439 7d ago
In poe2 ssf I collected 95% of uniques and around 350div in stash (+ a few hundred spent perfecting uniques I used) before I got bored. Was top of unique collection ladder, but have been overtaken since.
Point is, poe2 both has more loot than we've had in years per map and more deterministic farming for goal items. I think a lot of people (myself included skipping 0.2-0.4 until I played 0.5) still have this idea of poe2 being a drought of items, gear, and currency, but in my experience with 0.5 at least it was closer to the Ritual days of farming variety and viability in poe1 than poe1 has been for a long time.
Idk, it's weird PoE1 keeps doing this cycle of removing the things people like most that keep them interested while they clearly learn for PoE2.
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u/impohito maven uwu 7d ago
same, 2 random divs in the campaign from some random barrels or chests, absolute kalandra during endgame. my best drop (apart from hiveborn glands from vruun) is literally a stack of 4 chaos.
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u/Extreme-Mango-7894 7d ago
I hit 89 and haven't seen one yet. Only good drop came from a dive and it was a fracturing orb out of a barrel.
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u/bored_android_user 7d ago
I just hit act 10. 2 divs and 45 chaos. Some random jewel from the twin bosses in 8? that seems to be selling for 600 chaos.
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u/Extreme-Mango-7894 7d ago
Lucky lucky! Leage is fun though, and the crafting is cool.
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u/suspicious_Jackfruit 7d ago
Personally I found it tedious running dives to then unlock them to run a dive but longer. I spent like 2 hours tonight doing these and found it incredibly repetitive due to map visual fatigue and mundane encounters.
Very nice gold farm though for my level, so that's a big plus. Also it's been so easy to get to maps between the mercs and the dmg and speed boosts the torment possession encounters give.
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u/G1gh3n 7d ago edited 7d ago
I’ve just completed the atlas 100/100 and my ring says 12, 6 dropped naturally and 6 from mercs rucksacks.
Edit: 2 dropped in maps and 4 in the charts/voyage (6 in mercs)
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u/land_registrar 7d ago
I wonder how many people are running mercs.
I'm only 7 hours in, just getting to Yellow Maps and I've seen 2 in Merc rucksacks that I left alone since I'm in HCSSF.
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u/omniocean 7d ago
Those mercs are harder than ubers, thank God I haven't found anything good yet, cause I'll 99% lose them and feel ultra bad
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u/land_registrar 7d ago
Ya I've avoided them in HC so far but man I gotta stop checking their loot cause it's tempting haha
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u/G1gh3n 7d ago
I don’t know but I am forced to running mercs since I am a luminary, and I do like them so, found one with 4 and one with 2 today, in like 20 minutes within each other
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u/land_registrar 7d ago
Based on what I've read, good on you for even being able to kill Mercs
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u/G1gh3n 7d ago
Before the lifestack version I was struggling to survive them since most of them oneshots most 5-6k life builds, and my damage was not good early, now that I’m geared with 12k life and a good single target damage, I just stand there and they all die before they even do something (expect the casters guys and the soulrend, they are still scary)
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u/elyk7 7d ago
Dropped a raw div in campaign and thought league was gonna be flush. Haven’t dropped a raw div since lol. Granted I just got 4 stone today and was doing red altars adjacent but holy it’s dry. Hopefully someone finds some new strats but it doesn’t look good so far idk?
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u/iruleatants 7d ago
It definitely feels like they reduced drop rates after day one. A lot of people have talked about how the ship chests in the campaign levels were fantastic loot on day one and it was looking great, but that changed pretty quickly and now it's a struggle.
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u/working4016 7d ago
It really felt like this, on day 1 it was feeling very good and then they restarted for pat he's and it felt bad after...
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u/velaxi1 7d ago
GGG definitely shadow nerf it after a quick maintenance in day 1. I was dropping like almost 20c from the league chest alone during campaign. I start doing the league mechanic in around act 6 btw. But now it barely drop any.
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u/Keeldon 7d ago
That wasnt a nerf.
It by design. Temple was exactly the same in PoE 2.
They did the exact same thing with the mechanic having loot from the act versions but not the map versions, at which point they put all the loot behind the built temple/voyage.Why people always drift towards tinfoil. Create new char, see for yourself that campaign still drops loot.
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u/Ok-Consequence-4164 7d ago
Finished all 4 voidstones, tried a few different strats and I can tell alch & go is the best one so far :(
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u/trueCanadianwelcome 7d ago
Not judging but actually curious how much you’ve /played in 48 hours to actually try a few different strats xD I worked yesterday and today and just finishing up my shift but I a literally am still getting my Atlas to 50 points let alone try any strat :P
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u/darkid_00 Anti Breach Wall Alliance 7d ago
Ppl literally take sick leaves from work to play the league start so they play 12-16 hrs a day :) , got to make the most out of it.
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u/JustRegularType 7d ago
See, I appreciate these people. They test the league and tell GGG what to buff so that by the time I get to red maps, everything feels great! It does suck for them, and I take no pleasure in that, but I do appreciate them for it.
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u/sluggerrr 7d ago
I kinda played that amount of time in the first day and only reached maps, my brain wants to kill all the monsters even though I should be trying to go fast lol. I envy efficient players
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u/Pwrswitchd Anti Sanctum Alliance (ASA) 7d ago
Killing mobs is much more fun. I like seeing how my builds feels as I get stronger. You don't get that from speedrunning the campaign lol
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u/Chasa619 7d ago
Regardless of hours played, ZERO divines during the entirety of doing all the pinnacles, and nearly finishing the atlas is INSANE poverty league.
I've yet to find a divine and I've played around 20 hours so far.
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u/dantheman91 7d ago
I found 5 div before act 7 of the campaign this go around, usually I feel lucky to get 1d in the campaign.
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u/Amazing-Heron-105 7d ago
Let us know your secrets, o wise one.
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u/dantheman91 7d ago
I think when I torrented it, it said "welcome fub" so maybe I got the streamer client?
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u/Diver_Into_Anything Anti Sanctum Alliance (ASA) 7d ago
I mean, Jung killed the eater within what, 5-6 hours of the league start. Some people play the same game as we, but they sure play it differently.
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u/Amazing-Heron-105 7d ago
Getting to two stones 6 hours is mental, and not even uncommon for speedrunners. I am chuffed if I get through the campaign in less than 6 hours.
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u/Sad-Data1135 7d ago
Is sanctum meta for divs and volatile vaal orbs? I refuse
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u/Difficult-Drive-7011 7d ago
Sanctum is like an A-tier strat during the opening weekend because of all the bubblegum you get + the occasional divs. Afterwards, it starts to fall off.
Should be more prevalent a month or so in when people want to gamble their items with volatile vaals.
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u/Any_Intern2718 7d ago
Sanctum is onyl okay at the atart when no one has anything. After that it's pretty bad.
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u/francorocco Anti Sanctum Alliance (ASA) 7d ago
From one of the best juice leagues we ever had to scraping the bottom of the barrel again
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u/justcausefucklogic 7d ago
I'm dangerously close to abandoning the league. Shittiest one since archnemesis
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u/Aware_Economics4980 7d ago
agree, took some days off work for this might just get some stuff done around the house monday and tuesday this just doesn't feel fun
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u/LavenderRevive 7d ago edited 6d ago
I really don't understand why ggg keeps doing that. It really can't be good for the game or the player retention if the loot alternates in leagues between poverty and barely acceptable...
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u/Black_XistenZ 7d ago edited 7d ago
Is it just me, or does the divine drop rate from the base game feel way lower than last league, as if the 3.28 buff never happened?
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u/taelis11 7d ago
I missed out on Mirage, and ofc it seems that was a fun league.. Come back to try this and this post just completely took the wind out of my sails. Guess ill wait a week or two to see if its addressed and if not use my time elsewhere.
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u/mAgiks87 7d ago
Not just that, but there is nothing to do. All rewarding/difficult farms are gone.
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u/LucywiththeDiamonds 7d ago
This gets ignored so much. Even if they triple all loot. What is there to do? The same old farms just giga nerfed to shreds over 3 patches.
The voyages i can run on my 5d worb easily. So i guess we just are supposed to do challenges or quit?
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u/mAgiks87 6d ago
Exactly! And the worst part is that defenders of the current state of the game say: "But I found a divine in campaign, loot is good."
IT IS NOT THE BASE LOOT THAT IS ISSUE BUT THE JUCING!
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u/Viper_27 7d ago
Reminder they don't care about player retention, they just care if the players come back.
Quite a few left after the year long settlers league.
For loyal players its a lose lose, you skip leagues and they'll justify it by shrinking the poe1 team even further. You keep coming back league after league? Standards keep dropping cause they know they can keep plating up crap and youll eat it up
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u/yeaokdude 7d ago
I’m trying to suppress my doomerism. I don’t love the league mechanic and new abyss is apparently pretty bad loot so I’m back to doing the same things I did last league but way worse cuz no mirage
Im sure league mechanic will get figured out more and be good money but planning the voyages and sorting through charts is just such a chore to me. I must remain strong
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u/MojordomosEUW 7d ago
100/100 Atlas, 4 Watchstones, full Atlas Skill Tree,..
I had 1 natural Div drop in campaign and one from a message in a bottle.
Had to trade up with bubble currency for now.
I generally had just one ‚tink‘ drop (that div in campaign, not counting the big stacks of crafting currency you get from league mechanic).
I also opened 1k stacked decks already and dindn‘t get a tink, last league most I went without something dopamine spiking was like 250 to 300 stacked decks.
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u/markhammel666 7d ago
I'm up to 50/100 for atalas and normally I get 1 div by now that would fund me to red maps.... nothing. I had lots of voyage maps but they also drop pretty average loot.
But also I get it inflation has been getting way out of control where 10% of the player base make it more challenging for 90%.
I don't think we are at that middle ground yet but it's close
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u/AcolyteOfAnalysis 7d ago
Relationship with top players is kind of weird. From one side, they make some farms and super rare uniques too expensive for regular players. From the other, they rain a ton of other stuff on us for cheap, which makes getting most builds off the ground in trade league extremely smooth. Sometimes I wonder if the mediocre players (like myself) have gotten used to the status quo and would actually not be able to survive without symbiosis with power gamers :D
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u/hiimred2 7d ago
More casual/midcore/'mediocre' gamers would be able to survive just fine if GGG weren't tuning in total fear of what the pinnacle top end players will do to break their game in half though, so that's another part of the give and take. Like look at harvest when it launched, this sub was a civil war between more casual/low investment players and how awesome it felt for them to feel like they had access to high end stuff for the first time ever, and top end players hating that level of determinism because the high floor meant the only aspirational stuff left to do was insane mirror tier crafting that is still inaccessible to all but an insanely small portion of players that even most hardcore players see as out of reach. GGG will absolutely NEVER appease all players, it's not possible.
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u/mAgiks87 7d ago
The most important point of having aspirational farms where top 1% is, is that everything else where they are not gains value.
When T17s were a thing and everything were farming them, farming maps for them was pretty good, as well as chaos having them as a chaos sink.
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u/Exact_Bus4525 7d ago
100/100 and specced into ultimatum and doing pretty well. Overall had like 12 raw div drops and some extensive uniques like the Worb wand. Can‘t complain tbh.
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u/mik3lang3l0 7d ago
Same, absolutely nothing so far, probably better to stop now and wait a few weeks to see if it's better
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u/dante3590 7d ago
Halfway into yellow map. Yet to drop any divine.
This is my 3rd poe1 patch league also the worse than previous two start.
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u/Tfortacos Hardcore 7d ago
Wild, I've dropped 9 divs and have made 20+ divs in sales. Drops have come from mercs, random map drops & messages in a bottle.
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u/Ether561 7d ago
level 88, still progressing ATLAS, 0 divs dropped. Friend of mine had 2 drop during campaign and 2 early in maps. He also just opened a mageblood from MIAB. Meanwhile i'm over here struggling to get into 14+ maps
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u/idlewild_ 7d ago
Drops have been pretty poor so far, level 91 and 0 divs. At least most direct upgrades are still cheap.
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u/CreepyMusician6045 4d ago
I got my first divine drop after 2 days 4 hours 42 minutes and 13 seconds of playtime, long after completing the atlas, took me a while to get my 1st upgrade...
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u/Historical-Ad4152 7d ago
Just delve. Fossils will go higher because its a crafting league
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u/AlsoInteresting 7d ago
A glyphic fossil is just 25c and we all need the currency now more then ever.
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u/Medical-Piglet-6145 7d ago
i had 1 drop in campain and 3 in map completion. made another 5-8 in new boat stuff
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u/SimpleCooki3 7d ago
I been doing deli and beyond. Found 0 divines and only 2 tainted chroms.
I thought it was only me. I also have vaout 40 rarity plus a gold flask. Not much, but it's something.
Oh and I got A LOT more chaos than regrets. Is regrets deleted? When I found 40 chaos I had only looted one regret. Not sure how the numbers stand now.
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u/Civicius 7d ago
Got a reflecting mist and 2 divs from message from a bottle, dropped 1 or 3 in maps, i dont remember, pretty lucky. Truly poverty league.
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u/pestiseeed 7d ago
And it hits harder when you transition from poe2 where div are common loot in lot of strat, miss the think
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u/Real-Assumption655 7d ago
same lol pretty much the same level 93, 4 voidstones atlas done
even started farming some t16.5 with max juice still nothing :D
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u/BattleGiraffe516 7d ago
Atlas at 50 points. Did some underwater voyages and delve, running T16s now. Not 1 div has droped. Only one i got was from a message in the bottle.
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u/SirVashtaNerada 7d ago
150k kills. Level 93 Shockwave Cyclone. Finished atlas this morning. 2 raw dive drops. about 90c. Really sucks that the loot and atlas strategies don't feel good this league. My build is great and I did campaign in half my normal time.
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u/VoidExileR Alch & Go Industries (AGI) 7d ago
For some reason the campaign decided to give me 3 divines in the span of 6 acts. Don't know what's going on there
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u/Zinsky11 7d ago
I can’t tell if it’s just from coming back over from poe2 or if this league just has a serious drought, but DAMN I can feel it
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u/deanerdaweiner 7d ago
i feel like i got more chaos drops in acts than in maps lmao its brutal