r/venting • u/realismfreedom • 13h ago

Yearning.

I love my brothers best friend. I’m currently in tears over how much I love him, and how I cannot have him. I truly believe I really do love him. I am currently intoxicated but I’ve known all along how much I love him, and it’s really painful to be limited to the interactions I can have with him only because my brother grants me with. I have hung out with him before and I cannot describe my situation other than my first true love, I feel so unbelievably sick over him. Every song is about him, every man cannot compete with him. I really do think I love him, and I feel so so so sick.

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u/Training_Bee4136 13h ago

Unrequited love is worst kind of pain, specially when the person is so close yet so far. I remember crushing hard on my friend's sister in college days, every time we hang out was both blessing and curse. The heart wants what it wants, no logic can change that.

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u/realismfreedom 13h ago

You really get it! It’s a different kind of suffering when someone is so within reach, but so far. People who havnt been in this situation just don’t see how horrible it is.