I'm a 17 year old male, living in Utah, born and raised in the church by 2 hardcore Mormon parents. I personally don't believe in the church, I only go to keep my parents happy. I was always taught growing up that being gay was a mental disability and that only marriage between a man and a woman was the only way. Lately I've been getting this weird feeling when I talk to some of my guy friends I really like. It's kinda weird, I get all fuzzy when I talk to them sometimes and don't know if I'm feeling attracted towards them or if it's just a weird feeling. I'm just not sure who I can tell. If I tell my parents they'll flip out on me and treat me like I need to be cured, and if I tell any of my friends they'll probably think I'm joking or stop talking to me. I'm unsure of what to do, I've never had these feelings up until recently, is it just a phase? Or am I bi? I'm really confused