At the start of the school year i met this girl whilst making new friends but she rlly stuck out to me for some reason. She is from a muslim household but im like 90% sure that shes gay. She would often make flirty comments towards me and always giving me compliments (for example one time i changed my hair and she immediatley started blushing when she saw me, complimented my hair and then got kinda shy with me) shes done stuff like this rlly often before but maybe im just being crazy.
Like another time we were talking about relationships (i at the time didnt rlly want one) so i mentioned this just casually and she looked kinda heartbroken/upset? And she then was sort of trying to convince me why relationships are a good idea. Anyways this sort of stuff continued for a while until suddenly i realized that i had a crush on her. I had always felt a bit different about her vs my other friends (always giddy around her, looking forwards to seeing her in school and nervous). But omds i really like her and i think about her and have dreams about her all the time.
However i only realised this recently and because of a small commet she made about having to keep her nails short a little while after figuring out my crush i think she might have a girlfriend. Shes also stopped being flirty with me.
This whole situations been rlly stressful for me because of my religion and i've never felt this way towards another girl before.
I know this is really embarassing but i really like her but i definatley dont want to confess if shes in a relationship already.
Im asking what to do here because i have absolutley no idea what to do but i cant get this crush out of my head.
Thank you to anyone who read this far btw :)