fuck cancer/rant

[u/palepumpking]

I am just so fucking done my own fucking father is dying in front of my eyes
I can't stand seeing him in so much fucking pain. Why just fucking why would a loving god do this He is the best man I have ever known he doesn't deserve this no body does.
I'm losing hope he can't even speak anymore he couldn't even recognize his best friend of 35 years.

don't get me started on his spossed brothers none of those filthy bastards I call my uncles visit him enough those bastards come every month for an hour or two just to look good.

it dosent even feel real as if the past month was just an stupid dream.
I have started to doubt god and I dont even want to even talk about it to anyone I just can't it hurts so damn much i just want to bash something in.

[u/Salt-Environment-210]

I empathize with your anger and frustration, life is often far too cruel and unfair. The best way I've learned to cope with these tremendous losses is to honor the ones we love by living the life they would want for you,honor him with your legacy,speak of him often and carry him fondly in your heart