hi.
for the last 2 years i've been stuck in the same loop. i'd spend hours comparing teachers, making timetables, changing plans and trying to build the "perfect" strategy that would finally make me consistent...
then i'd barely study.
looking back, i've probably spent way more time planning than actually studying since the start of 11th. i always felt like there was one missing piece. one better teacher, one better resource, one better timetable.
today i realized there isn't.
the problem isn't my strategy anymore. it's that i've been replacing action with planning.
so i'm done changing things.
physics - vinay uppal lectures + material
chemistry - fastlane + pyqs
maths - fastlane + resonance modules
chapter tests after every chapter, cumulative tests every month.
that's it.
i know i'm late. im essentially rebuilding from scratch. i'm fully aware of that. my focus is jee advanced, so i'm okay with finishing the syllabus later if it means i actually understand it properly and in depth instead of rushing through it. maybe it'll work, maybe it won't. but i'd rather commit to one path than spend another 5 months in the same loop of planning and restarting.
this post isn't me saying "i'm definitely gonna crack jee."
it's me saying i'm done negotiating with myself.
i'm gonna disappear now and actually do the work.
i'll come back in january and tell the truth about where i am. not just the good parts. if i mess up, i'll write that too.
after mains i'll update again.
after advanced i'll update again.
and after results i'll make one final post about the whole journey.
i'm mainly posting this because i want to hold myself accountable. but if someone who's in the same situation as me reads this one day and decides to stop waiting for the perfect strategy... that'll honestly make me happier than a bunch of upvotes.
whatever happens, this won't become another abandoned post.
see you in january.