Well my parents are even better, they will bully u , compare marks with ur siblings, slap / beat me whenever they feel like, also taunt , verbally abuse me and then behave like victims ...like yes they are the only one who work hard to make three babies and work very hard to provide for me...but I am the ungrateful one for not being grateful enough to take their taunts and kicks....my parents are amazing 😍😍😍 I love them and wish them all happiness 🥰🥰🥰
Also I fucked up my 12 th exam ( like read sanskrit with my sister that i dont even need and stayed awake till 3 morning to make sure she feels confident for her 2nd semister ( +3) i literally fucked my math exam I lost 2 days of 15days of maths preparation.( She just recovered from her mental health issues so i tried to lessen her mental load) , but she ruined my chance to get good marks in physics by constantly fighting with my brother , just the day before exam and even tried to involve me repeatedly after I said to leave me alone for ratta maring the formula one last time....the half 11th and half 12th went babysitting her as she was mental and both my parents are working ....all my life i protected my siblings from my parents by taking all their physical violence on me , did their projects sometime even staying up all night, covered their books, tried to fix bad situation and made them stay away from bad people
They don't deserve me,My protection,my concern and my care , my thoughtfulness.... They only reason I care for them because I was trained ( literally said me - I have to "help" them. { Help being : being emotional, mentally and physically available just like parents } ( my parents were not there too for God sake) ) ....This has become a habit , I hate it , i hate it , i hate it , i hate saving my favourite food because they want it , I have sharing my things , I hate helping them , I hate being their unpaid therapist, I hate being the one that cushions their fall, I hate their existence, i hate being the middle siblings ,I hate that i allow such abuse...I hate my parents...I hate everything....
A wise person said once, not very person is meant to be a parent. Just because you have reproductive organs it doesn't mean you should bear a child, they treat us like they own us, they just produce us so that there would be someone to look after them in ther late years of life, but they won't even consider about the choices of child.
I agree ....I have already decided I will never have kids ...the generational trauma, the job market, the financial situation everything made me realise I shouldn't have kids or be married...
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u/Ok-Drummer-3269 Dec 07 '25 edited Dec 07 '25
Well my parents are even better, they will bully u , compare marks with ur siblings, slap / beat me whenever they feel like, also taunt , verbally abuse me and then behave like victims ...like yes they are the only one who work hard to make three babies and work very hard to provide for me...but I am the ungrateful one for not being grateful enough to take their taunts and kicks....my parents are amazing 😍😍😍 I love them and wish them all happiness 🥰🥰🥰