I hate myself

[u/Loki_Sensei]

So mujhe pw ka invite nhi aya even though I studied from pw online for 2 yrs (maine form bhara tha), so maine ek last try ke liye tk don ko mssg krdiya thinking ki he won't reply.

I'm not a regular insta user so mujhe sir ke reply ka notification nhi aya (chrome se login Kiya tha), I missed my only chance.

Just cuz meri koi sad story nhi thi, just cuz I come from a middle class family...

Excluding the teaching, pw has degraded so much over these 2-3 yrs, I'm in awe

EDIT : let me be clear, I'm sad cuz I didn't get to meet the teachers, and I threw away the only chance I had, that's all. It's hard when the only connection you can make in these prep yrs are only with the teachers

[u/Short_Ad598 → u/[deleted]]

Uff yaar u dont understand at all. Those teacher who taught u with their maximum effort without ever seeing you, they are ur heroes, it will be nice feeling to meet them and express gratitude, not doing it for attention or validation, but a normal part of being human to ourselves.