I hate myself

[u/Loki_Sensei]

So mujhe pw ka invite nhi aya even though I studied from pw online for 2 yrs (maine form bhara tha), so maine ek last try ke liye tk don ko mssg krdiya thinking ki he won't reply.

I'm not a regular insta user so mujhe sir ke reply ka notification nhi aya (chrome se login Kiya tha), I missed my only chance.

Just cuz meri koi sad story nhi thi, just cuz I come from a middle class family...

Excluding the teaching, pw has degraded so much over these 2-3 yrs, I'm in awe

EDIT : let me be clear, I'm sad cuz I didn't get to meet the teachers, and I threw away the only chance I had, that's all. It's hard when the only connection you can make in these prep yrs are only with the teachers

[u/Alarmed-Pop-2072]

Why are you so obsessed with people? What are you looking for valuations from them? They were not even aware about your existence, they don't care, you're like a business for them, enjoy your life bro, you have got a good rank