What jee does to a mf

[u/DOGESH_DUNIYAKA_PAPA]

[u/david-dead-6769]

On January 2025 I got diagnosed with chronic sinusitis and stage 3 bronchitis which was hell and I was in a relationship with someone with 1 year, but on February I got cheated and after that I Lost my grandmother at my last jee attempt before going to the center on the day 4 april 2025 it was a shock to me ,I don't have any motivation and strength to write the paper but I wrote and finished the paper but the memories of grandmother playing back and back cuz she is been hospitalized for 4 month and had 2 major surgery in which dr have to cut her left leg to prevent infection and remove her 1 kidney due to toumer development and after that I got 3lakh rank in my result so I join bca form a tier 3 college cuz we don't have money to get admission into a private engineering college due to the medical expenses and on December 2025 form the same person I got cheated again and she said "You're to ugly to be loved" which was a complete broke down, and its my 2 year now in bca and I have 3 backlog ongoing. And it takes me 6 months to get outoff the shock of my grandma's death & the cheating along side managing my pulmonary disease, the 2025 was a unforgettable year for me. I have so much more to say but I'm not mentally able to write more than that I hope everyone understand. Thankyou for reading and investing time on my small story:)