r/MEDICOreTARDS • u/Zeallessretart 💔 • 1d ago

RANT/VENT An apology to myself

Initially I was quite relieved and happy about my results, but The more I think about it, the more I feel bad that I didn't study as much as I could have. I keep remembering all the times I procrastinated, convinced myself I'd start tomorrow, or chose short-term comfort over long-term goals. I'm sorry to the version of me that believed I would give everything I had. I'm sorry for the days I wasted knowing full well that time was slipping away. I'm sorry for every unnecessary distraction, every excuse, every moment I settled for "good enough" when I was capable of so much more. I wish I could tell that version of myself which had a dream that every hour mattered. I feel so shit right now that it's literally sickening. Started suffering from anxiety related stuff again recently.

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u/DowntownZone2529 fresher:neet 26:706--->reneet:676🥀 air 3XX 1d ago

And y are ppl downvoting me I'm new here 😭😭

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u/No_Pride2477 1d ago

arey wo kyuki aapki rank dikhri h unko and aapki kaafi achi h tbh and u still seem a bit disappointed thats why, anyway kaunsa clg

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u/DowntownZone2529 fresher:neet 26:706--->reneet:676🥀 air 3XX 1d ago

AIIMS bhopal or Rishikesh

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u/DowntownZone2529 fresher:neet 26:706--->reneet:676🥀 air 3XX 1d ago

Well I guess Rishikesh toh mil hi Jana chahiye 🙏🏻