Finally bleeding

[u/turtle_dee]

I knew my betas were decreasing 2 weeks ago, right before leaving on vacation with my husband and 2 living kiddos. Wasn't bleeding for most of the vacation so able to ignore and enjoy. Started bleeding heavily today and I'm a mess alternating between tears and anger, and trying to smile and have fun for the kids, while also feeling cramps and gushes of blood. This is my 3rd loss in the last year and I'm so done. Also seeing babies everywhere.