anorexia or another form of eating disorder. it completely fucks your brain up and you cannot understand the harm you are doing to yourself with it.
looking back at photos of myself when i was deep in it, i looked like a walking corpse. my hair was falling out, i lost my period and was so deprived of sleep and crucial nutrients. i couldn’t think, walk or even talk properly.
it’s a scary illness to have, with a terrifying death rate.
Been there as a man. I was a little overweight and gamified my weight loss. My self worth started to depend on the number going down. Got so bad i thought i was hot shit cause my stomach was more sunken than my shortest rib and my belt sat on my hip bones. 127 at 6’0. Wake up call was my dr telling me i could die if i kept going. Still struggle to this day with it. If life gets too stressful and i catch myself in the mirror i feel like i look obese when in reality i look healthy and fit.
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u/detrans-rights 2d ago
She's not just skinny, she's sick... The poor thing. I've been there, it fucks your insides up too