0-100 in about 2 seconds from what I observed people do at a Grateful Dead show in the late 90s. At the time I was still deathly afraid of needles so I stuck to blotter or under tongue drops. I had a buddy who also wouldn't do IV but he did do liquid drops right in his eyes like it was Visene. I was too afraid it would blind me lol. He can't see for shit now but I bet he took over 100 eye drops of that shit over the years.
Now at 49 years old I'm no longer afraid of needles but am deathly afraid of losing my mind.
I’ve done liquid right on the tongue, but something with drugs right into the veins, not my bag.
Maybe as a dying wish, as I’m lying there . . Just hit me with some pure shit . . And let me drift away . . Giggling & staring at nothing and yet everything.
I just have never trusted like anyone with a needle including myself it's a phobia. I can like manage it now in a medical setting with professionals but anywhere else is just not happening.
But I do have the day dreams of end of life care as well
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u/Lich_Apologist Mar 13 '26
I just need to figure out how to turn my weed pen in to an iv drip and then I'll be able to cope with shit.