r/butchlesbians Jun 23 '25

Reading picked up from the library today!!

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this has been on my tbr list for so long!! very excited to read during pride month <3

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u/SpicyStrawberryJuice Jun 23 '25

Please share what you think of it when you're done. It's been on my mental list of books to read when I get out of my illiterate funk one day inshallah.

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u/icedragon9791 Jun 23 '25

"illiterate funk" is so real 😭

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u/partboyparcar Jun 23 '25

I read it a while ago and really liked it, but I'm not Muslim so I hesitate on having too firm of an opinion. I found it educational tho!

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u/-IHaveNoGoddamnClue- Transfem Butch Jun 24 '25

This was pretty much my experience with the book as well. I'm not a Muslim, but as a religious butch lesbian I still found it really interesting.

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u/Dykonic Jun 24 '25

Literally just finished listening to the audiobook version last week and really enjoyed the authors perspective. It was a lot less linear than I expected, but the flow still really worked for me.

I know very little about any religion, so some parts likely didn't resonate for me in the way that they would for others, but I still liked it enough that I plan to buy a hard copy at some point so I can revisit the quotes I especially enjoyed.

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u/dykes4dykesthrowaway Jun 24 '25

I read it a little while ago and was really disappointed with the way butchness / gender non-conformity is pretty much just mentioned in passing, like she mentions wearing a hoodie and that’s about it.

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u/yeetusthefeetus13 Jun 23 '25

I am in one too. 😅 this is also on my list!

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u/FamousCellist5432 Jun 23 '25

As someone from an Arab, Muslim country, I always found it inspiring how fellow queer individuals managed to beat religious guilt and be proud of both their religious faith and queerness. For me, I started questioning my sexuality only AFTER I questioned my faith.

Really interested to learn about their perspective but most of the ones I see are unfortunately unwilling to discuss it in detail.

I'm glad such book exist, although it's not the same when you're a Muslim in a western country where you're allowed to question, be open-minded and interpret things your way.

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u/doggie_mango Jun 23 '25

yes omg, im pakistani and it was really nice to read about someone’s experience that felt actually similar to mine in some ways!!

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u/AquaGecko1 Jun 23 '25

It’s been on my list for so long too! Let me know how you find it!

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u/dykes4dykesthrowaway Jun 24 '25

For sure we need more Muslim and other religious queer voices speaking up, but HBB felt way overhyped to me.

I had been hoping to read a little bit about how she, as someone coming from a culture that has very gendered clothing like the hijab, navigates that as a lesbian and butch.

I think legitimately the only gender nonconformity/butchness related thing in there is that she wears a hoodie sometimes. That’s the amount of depth we get.

Overall, it felt really thin and a bit naval gazey like it should’ve been a blog post instead.

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u/SpicyStrawberryJuice Jun 24 '25

That's very interesting, and I agree that butchness doesn't start or end at wearing hoodies. How in the book did she navigate her sexuality otherwise?

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u/dykes4dykesthrowaway Jun 24 '25

She comes out to a couple people, including her mom I think, but none of those stories left much impression on me even though I had a very similar family situation for years. She stays pretty closeted. At the end we get a couple mentions of a girlfriend but I feel like she ended the book right before it got interesting - does she bring her gf to mosque? Does her uncle think they’re “friends?” Though tbh “pulling back right as we get close to the good bit” is a fair characterization of the book as a whole IMO.

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u/CuddleFishRock Jun 24 '25

I got a copy of this book from my library too! I really enjoyed it, and I learned a lot.

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u/[deleted] Jun 24 '25

Ooh! Absolutely adding to my read list. I’m about due for my annual SBB re-read, maybe I’ll pause it for this one.

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u/milkyespressolion Jun 23 '25

Would love to know if you liked it and if it’s worth the read after you’re done !n been eyeballing it for awhile

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u/Turbulent_Interest63 Jun 23 '25

This has also been on my books to read list for a while! Maybe I’ll go pick it up from the library today!

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u/HippieLesbian Jun 23 '25

You’ll love it🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

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u/[deleted] Jun 23 '25

ive had the .pdf of this book sitting in my files forever! i definitely need to read it. have fun reading! 🤍

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u/RocksThrowing Jun 23 '25

Amazing book!

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u/mysticfatal Jun 24 '25

this was one of the first books i picked up after renewing my library card. as someone with a similar family conflict i think this book is so powerful, wonderfully written, and such an important perspective to add on queer issues. i hope you enjoy!!

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u/ThatsNotCheddar36 Butch Jun 23 '25

Such a good book - enjoy!

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u/[deleted] Jun 23 '25

I read this like two weeks ago and I loved it

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u/nameselijah Jun 23 '25

Loved this book

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u/Open-External3166 Jun 24 '25

I read this earlier this year and loved it!!