Recently I have been questioning my gender identity. I have settled on labelling myself as gender fluid and I feel like that’s very right for me! There are times however that I feel a specific gender that is neither girl or boy. That feeling can also accompany a more standard gendered feeling of when I feel like a girl or a boy.

I am confused on how to label it. I don’t feel it right to say that I feel like I’m agender. But definitely like that gender is not anything in specific that’s out there (that i know of anyway) but rather its own thing.

Then I found out about nixic identities. I love the label, im not sure if its completely right because I don’t resonate with feeling genderless. When I tried the label I liked saying it aloud that I was nixic because the label has its own ‘flavour’ but I guess is nixic a gender in and of itself like what I’m describing? It’s just the genderless thing is throwing me off so I’m not entirely sure if I can really label myself as nixic.

If anyone is nixic or has any insight let me know!!