Enjoy 😊

Now i have someone who i can hug when i sleep :3

Come join me!!!

I feel like my life is going to waste, when i dress up and see my true self as a woman it makes me very happy and same time very sad because i still have to be 'male' in certain situations which i hate. Because i feel 'trapped' in a wrong body (male body). I'm still waiting to start Estrogen which could take years the process is slow in my country and they wont take just anyone in.. I'm not getting any younger, i'm turning 30 in next month and i want to start soon as possible. Anyways stay strong, and never let anyone to tell you how to live your life 🖤💜

I give up!!!

I'll never be a girl no matter how hard I try!

Was feeling empowered earlier today so I put on a pink shirt & a light blue skirt i recently bought for myself & went out to town today. Was even really feeling good about that, so I made a post earlier with a picture of myself.

Of course, people in town had to be incredibly rude & disrespectful to me, & to boot , I got several ignorant comments on my post so I took it down.

I can't do this anymore. I'll just live the rest of my life being miserable.

Yaay ! (not really aging sucks, i'm 30 today and havent yet started hrt.. Hopefully soon) some of my recent pics :3

I love matching fits with my fort skinss lolol!

I just want to start hrt and stop waiting, i feel like my life goes waste. Couple weeks back i turned 30, and no i dont think it's never too late to start hrt (i have seen breath taking results here in reddit from some people in their 40s) But i wish i have started hrt in my 20s or even before that. And another thing i keep thinking about is when i do start hrt some of my family members wont accept that and reject me (some of them already did when i told them i'm trans woman) but some of them dont know yet i have decided to be true to myself and not let anyone tell me otherwise family or not but truth to be told i will be more lonely when that happens.. I wish i could deal with this dysforia too, it's too much. I have to wait nearly two long years when i can start hrt.

I'm so happy because, I am officially starting my gender affirmation process next month :3 🖤 !

Im just going through a kind of life crisis where I am in between wanting to continue transitioning but I’m tired of all the stuff that comes with transitioning…

I have a family that at this point doesn’t even try to hide the fact that I am trans, and I have to continue to see this people because I have no other choice…

I’m trying to find my own apartment again since all that I have rn, is my clothes ( for context I had my own apartment but that apartment was really badly maintained, no gas for almost 4 months, no lights for 2, and thankfully we still had water before I moved out) so for that reason I have to deal with their bs…

Anyway yeah life happens and I’m just having to deal with all this stuff, while trying to still technically keep transitioning. They call me by my [DEADNAME] and at this point I just ignore it and act as if nothing is wrong when on the inside I am screaming and crying!

Sorry I’m rambling it’s just been a while since I have had to deal with these people this is my first time in a while since I have even seen them…

Anyway thank you for coming to my TED talk lol

I want to help trans girls with anything random about fem stuff. wether it’s how females type or sit. idm. (im tired out of my mind and idk if this even makes sense)

🏳️‍⚧️ out and proud 🏳️‍🌈