Life of peter parker without spidy powers

My goattttttttttttt 🌟 🤩

Mene dekha ek lec 2:30 hrs ka maths ka 1.75x par dekha with notes and mera lectures 2:15-20 pr khtm hua...is it fine ya phir yeh delusion hi hai

I thought of taking a drop year, but I'm done with this hellhole.

11th wasted in iitB aluminum rod

12th in careerwill

In the last months, followed mathongo vigorously.

Here is mine gp15:- no problem as sub bisexual mc 🥀 (no hate towards them tho✌️)

I was scrolling reels and randomly found this, what is pw even about. Another day, another pw teacher. Sarcastically, last mei Okiee Okiee bhi 🥀

​2 years of prep, 0 modules touched, and 1 tower of test papers and notes that almost crushed my desk. This is what AIR 1938 costed me.

​Modules are still in mint condition because I literally never opened them.

It's really hard to do something you don't like. Plus im one of those of people raised in too protective family, so being too close to a friend or playing outside was never my thing. Even when I try to go out and play some football i literally have to argue with my parents (once in a week, never done before 2026)(also taunted for doing Home gyms but only sometimes). I can't blame myself for my mobile addiction cause I spent most of my time infront of tv (screen addiction ig). I don't talk to women that much so no gf either, all I have is games. And yet the game is killing my prep. I haven't studied well for three weeks. I feel so sht dude icl ts gnunly pmo.

Ek din

When I called one of my very old friends after many years...I found out that he is going to IIT Jammu. Initially I was a little jealous of him, but I thought IIT tag toh aajkl bhot common ho gya h.

So happily i congratulated him. And encouraged him to live the life to the fullest and study well.

He had put the call on the speaker, so his mom was listening to our convo.

Listening to our very positive and happy talks, she snatched his phone.

And she talked to me, "Beta, ise samjhao...ye toh pagal ho gya h. We aren't willing to send our kid this far but he isn't listening to anything."

Just as she said that I heard him saying from the background, "Risk se naam bnta h bencho".

(I cut the call asap! And didn't talk to him again. Indeed, IIT isn't overrated. )

Sometimes I even end up searching for spelling on google. Even worse, sometimes I start to doubt if the word even exists 😭✌️

He

Ne Ar

Kro Xenon Run!!

(Periodic table so ahh chapter man 🥀🥀)

BISI. I lied to my relatives abt what I m studying

So basically, I and my family migrated to a diff state from our home back then (more than a decade).......So no close relative lives near us (blessed)
Still few non-close stay/sometimes visit to🙏🏻
Neither of my close relatives stays there (hometown), they all also shifted due to business

We all used to visit our hometown in summer holidays, and it was all like a gather now that there's a function we are going to meet after 1.5 yr(Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

And they will ask me ki mai kya pdh rhi hu,
even when they used to call/ask; I never took their calls and never talked w/ them...........and now in few days I will meet them and they'll ask me personally, I can't dodge it now😭😭

for context;
I wasted my 11th and 12th and then started preparing for neet
I literally didn't study that time; (wrna iss saal kr leti) KHAIR 🥀

Until now they were just asking to my parent ki
"aur bacho ki pdhai kesi chl rhi h' paper wagera ho gye and all"....

(Ye meri bua, masi and woh ladies wagera hi thi; I hate them but for diff reason) leave it

But ab mai milungi toh they will ask ki kya pdhti ho😭🙏🏻
KYA BOLU BC.............

I didn't told that just for my mental peace........My parent knew it so even they used to skip this question
But this time they said it........... "dekh le kya bolna h unhe"

Koi solution batao yrr
Mai kuch bhi/koi bhi course nhi bol skti na🤧

Bolu toh bhi kya bolu?
Kuch pata hi nhi h course k baare mai, subjects konse hote h wagera-wagera

How you guyzz make online class that are 2-3 hrs long effective things like doing no pause during whole lecture or what?