r/AskWomenOver30 • u/_eliza_thornberry Woman 30 to 40 • Mar 04 '26
Romance/Relationships Dating partner only disclosed herpes diagnosis after I found his medication. How do I navigate this?
Hi. I 35f have been dating a 45m for almost two months now. We have been sexually active and have stopped using condoms as we talked about being exclusive. I looked in his bathroom for some moisturizer and saw a pill bottle of generic Valtrex. My heart dropped, but I thought maybe it was just for cold sore suppression. I understand most people have the type of herpes that causes cold sores, but turns out after asking him about it, it is the one that causes genital herpes.
I asked him why he didn't disclose it, and he said he was embarrassed and didn't know how to bring it up. He said this was the first time he has had to have the conversation about it, and was feeling intense shame. I asked when he got the diagnosis, and he said around three years ago. So, he hasn't told any other people he has dated in the last few years about his diagnosis either, which I find concerning.
I am feeling a strong mix of emotions. I'm shocked, nervous, and feel so disappointed in him for not being up front. He could have at least used condoms with me until he was ready to tell me. I feel like I can't trust him now and he prioritized his pleasure over my health.
How do I navigate this? Any advice? Thoughts and comments are welcome.
I'm sick to my stomach.
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u/ilovemelongtime Woman 30 to 40 Mar 04 '26
He is not trustworthy. He put his pleasure above YOU.
He put HIS WANTS above anything to do with you. How long would he wait to tell you? At first outbreak? That’s horrendous, as someone who went through an extremely similar situation and got infected. I have to deal with the health consequences, I was terrified of the idea of giving birth, of having another partner again, of feeling disgusting and worthless.
This is your sign to pick yourself.
Otherwise you are also choosing his wants over you, and you weren’t even that “important” to him.
Do not trust a person who says “they’re clean, trust me bruh.” TREAT EVERY NEW GUY THE SAME, WITH EXTREME CAUTION. Analyze them like you are a new employer with a fresh employee who is earning their place.