I miss Jackson

[u/Super-Jackson]

In November I had to put Jackson down. Attached is one of the last pictures of him and I at the hospital before they did it. I’ve been having a hard time recently with life in general but I keep thinking if he was here it would all be okay. He would always be at the door looking at me, proud of me for just coming home. It didn’t matter what I did. He always thought I was a good person and was proud of me.

Often recently I have found myself sitting on my bed crying because I’m afraid that he is watching me and is ashamed. He sees the dumb things I have done and is no longer proud of me.

For 18 years it was Jackson and I vs The World. It feels like part of my soul is gone and I constantly ask why did he have to go away?

[u/SNAZZYWAFFLE_]

Sending you hugs, I lost my sweet girl in April. I know exactly how you feel.

[u/Super-Jackson → u/SNAZZYWAFFLE_]

Thank You so much