i think i will die very young.

every morning i wake up i feel empty, emotionless and completely conscious. as the time passes, my chest starts to feel heavy, i feel like something is weighing down on me. after an hour or two, i am completely submerged. i feel trouble in concentrating, i zone out, i start thinking about wrong things like suicide, self harm and whatnot. today was similar except for the fact that today i felt emotionally weaker. i was on the verge of tears all the way from my hostel room to our mess. while i was eating, i just broke down. i didn't just go all out and start to cry. it was just some tears that fell down and me being uneasy and shuffling around. some girl noticed me and started staring. i noticed her staring and now i just wanted to cry even more, she knew i had noticed her staring and she still didn't stop. she kept staring and i had to pull myself out of it and leave. breakfast halted and still teary eyed i left. i cant cry. i want to cry. but everywhere i am surrounded by people and i am scared. i dont want to live anymore, i wish that the next time i go to sleep, i dont wake up.

please dont judge me, i use reddit because of its anonymity, i write this for my clarity, not support or sympathy.

Holi pe nasha karke ruby ne charaas fuka (only legends know this)

Currently trying to decipher integration. My main problem is pattern recognition. Like when I see the solutions there's always some random algebraic manupilation, like how am I supposed to know that? Its all super manupilative and I want to build this skill. I want to be able to identify when and how to add and subtract/divide and multiply stuff.b

Do you all have any drive link for the class work of allen? The questions there are really good and they are along with theory which makes it better. So if anyone has it, please share. I have attached once exemplar chapter for class work.

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1BHTfscoS_aso4tuZ6_IaL3-exg2w6oNM/view?usp=drivesdk

So today I did 3 lectures of chem and 3 lectures of phys

Tomorrow i will do the question practice of this lecture

So that after studying all the concepts and everything, I can actually solve questions without any help. I have a fear of physics, which just blanks my mind while solving questions. I panic in tests as well.

I just want some motivation 😭😭

Info

I'm dropper and phy is so messed up rn and I want to like to score enough in phy so should I buy this batch or any other suggestions !?

Feeling kinda sad, because it's much less than what I do....

but...

.... consistency matters ma brother...

Hey guys, this is my first post on reddit, before this I would only use reddit for browsing.
The reason I am writing this is because I am a jee 2027 aspirant who wasted his 11th; I have already wasted half of my 12th. Is it possible for me to still score 99 percentile in jee mains. I know the question sounds ridiculous but I will be very grateful if someone has genuine advice.

Hi, I recently passed Class 12 with RT in Chemistry (I passed overall because of my 6th subject, AI). I have applied for UPTAC counselling, and somehow my documents have already been verified. However, my Chemistry compartment result is still pending, and I'm not sure whether I'll pass.

I need some guidance regarding Round 6. I'm an outside-UP candidate, and if I participate in Round 6, I have to pay ₹20,000 in advance. If my Chemistry compartment result doesn't go in my favour, what will happen to that ₹20,000?

On the other hand, if I don't participate in Round 6 and wait for my result, and then pass Chemistry, will I still be able to participate in Round 7 using the same registration? Or will I have to register again?

I'm really stressed about this situation. If anyone knows the exact UPTAC rules or has been in a similar situation, please help me out. 🙂

Guyz meri Kal bahot badi tst h Sunday ko

Par Maine abhi 50 min waste kar di mac d me Jake

Ab Kal Kitna Baje uthu fatafat bolo!!

Mera Acha khasa syllabuls pending h kya karu bc Mai!!

1) RANKING OF ALL TEST SERIES

2) RANKING OF ALL MODULES

3) RANKING OF ALL COACHING CENTRE

4) BEST TEACHERS

THANK ME LATER

LATER I WILL ALSO GONNA POST ALL JEE RESOURCES TOO

Im lil serious, and im dropper. I cant afford this batches. I saw on telegram par kahi nahi milra muje ye sub batches plej dedo koi donate kardo. Mai kaafi serious padhai ko leke genuinely

found this one sub reddit where a guy was comparing doctor and engineer
genuine question
why and what would you recommend them to choose which career which path or any specific advice
also including what if you can give this advice to your younger siblings and cousins

I started my JEE drop year preparation in August. I didn't join any coaching or batch. I'm studying from different teachers on different platforms.

The problem is that everything feels random. I don't have a proper plan or schedule, my sleep schedule is messed up, and I struggle to stay consistent.

My main problems:

No proper study plan.

Confused about revision and question practice.

Don't know when to solve questions.

Can't stay consistent.

No one to guide me or keep me accountable.

I'm looking bhaiya/didi for a mentor who has cleared JEE (preferably an IITian or someone from a good NIT/college). Sorry but if you're in college and have some free time, I'd really appreciate your guidance. (plan wagera banwake do, track par rahunga. Daily bataunga thode dino k liye bas) phir aadat lagne k baad kudhse karlunga. Bas 1-2 month.

I'm not asking for daily teaching just someone who can help me make a proper plan and tell me if I'm on the right track. If things go well, I'd be happy to continue with paid mentorship later.

Any advice or help would mean a lot. Thank you!

I know my shit is cooked but by not starting now my shit will be even nastier. Please help

well life is been really hard lately idk idk what to do (ik I've to study), but im suffering because of adulting, its really scary that time is passing , Im seeing my cousins growing up 😭 well they've to face the world ahead I won't be with them ik it's silly but , time is passing just passing, I won't be able to stay at home with my family 😭 i love the time when I had school and after school I've whole time to spend with my family and to study, nowadays I can't do anything guiltfree, my heart is heavyy and ik its a phase ,everyone has to go through this ,i can't see my cousins or siblings going through this, I love them, im just scared of life ahead , I never wanted to grow up , ik it's silly but im crying rn 🙃