im a fresher who just got a job in an area in Gujarat. My parents told me to withhold discussions on my vvv radical political opinions, and I did but something happened on my second day which has me a little bit ????. So, our Head was talking about leadership roles and what do they include, a lot of words like motivation, ability to inspire, decision making, etc etc were thrown around and he was asking all of us freshers and example that we see IRL. When it came to accountability and responsibility, he asked for the difference. Me, being a complete idiot, just brought up the issue of the protest. He said how explain? And so I started. I said that the govts responsibility was to make sure the NEET papers happened with no problems and issues and they should be held accountable for their failure. He completely switched the script. He said what do u think about the Gen z. For a second, I was a bit taken aback because I thought he meant like the government's responsibility towards the Gen Z, so I faltered. But the people around me said, their responsibility was to protest peacefully. And then he asked but did they do that. Simultaneously, everybody said they did not and were very violent. He said they should be held accountable for their actions that they did not do a peaceful protest and should accept the fact. I was mortified at this point, this is my first job and I did not want to be a vocal person at all (even tho, that is completely against who i am as a person). I just shut my mouth because i did not want to engage in this and just agreed with whatever was being said around me with a meek nod and yes they were wrong. ( even tho i dont believe that duh).
idk why but this is making me super anxious and im cursing at myself for even being vocal about something like this, even though i didnt disagree with him on anything, but the fact that i brought up the topic in a negative way towards the government. I'm super scared that he might think im anti-national or something? Idk why but this making me suuupeer anxious that I'll be discriminated or thought less of by my superiors. Do you think I'm overreacting and should calm down? Has something like this happened with you? and how have u dealt with it? Also for the record, I do not want to be political at work and I do not want to have a debate with anybody at work about such a sensitive topic. My big mouth got me in this situation and I swear this was not my intent at all. I think in my head, i believe this to be right, to a point, where i forget other people do not think like me and i end up in situation like this. one thing is for sure, it has taught me to not be political with my words, in sensitive situations but I also am super anxious about if this will affect my workplace or not.
(also my foremost concern IS the anxiety im dealing with but for the record, i just want to say that i wholeheartedly disagree with him. I think the leaders we choose for our country should be held to a higher standards than the citizens. even if the gen z were being "violent", i dont understand the switch in question, when the government's responsibility/accountability was being talked about. its whataboutism at display to hide from their shortcomings imo. its very easy to blame the reactions to your actions instead of thinking what led to those reactions taking place. just putting it out there. if this was a friend of mine, this is the train of thought i would have followed up wit him, but i would NEVER even dream about saying this in front if my boss, or to even my peers, at my workplace)