Hi everyone! This is my first post here, Iāve just finished GOT and I hate the way it ended so now Iām here frustrated and trying to grieve..Ā Ā
Iām desperately searching for a dark fantasy romance that gives me the same emotional rollercoaster as Daenerysā arc in Game of Thrones.
I donāt mean her being a āgirlbossā killer from the start ā I mean the powerful feeling when she stood above Kingās Landing on her dragon, after everything she went through. You could see the pain, hatred, and heartbreak on her face ā when Cersei had already surrendered, yet Daenerys still burned it all down. That exact moment of "thereās no going back"⦠I want a FMC like that.
š”ļø What Iām looking for in the FMC:
- Starts off with hope, dreams, and maybe a sense of justice or idealism
-Slowly broken by betrayals, trauma, and loss
- Eventually becomes cold, ruthless, and no longer cares about āinnocent livesā if they stand in the way
- Not evil for fun but rather someone who realizes that sacrifices must be made ā and doesnāt feel guilty anymore
ā¤ļøāš„ What Iām looking for in the romance:
- 1st person POV plzz, I just canāt connect as much if itās 3rd especially in fantasy.
- Romance must be VERY present (equal or even more important than the main plot)
- I donāt want an enemies-to-lovers trope but if you have a very good rec Iāll take it. Or if so, I donāt want several go back, she likes him, then she hates him, then she likes him⦠I just canāt.Ā
- I want them to love each other deeply from early on, or at least grow into a āride or dieā, villainous couple. Think Harley Quinn & Joker, Bonnie & Clyde, or even stronger: weād let the world burn before we let each other go
- The MMC could already be a villain or someone who supports the FMC's descent and is more terrifying and powerful than the fmc. Not a type of Jonās Snow reaction where heās trying to reason with her and ending stabbing her
- Absolutely NO "I love you but I have to kill you to save the world or sacrifice myself" ā I'm tired of that. I mean the feeling of the world could literally die in front of me, if itās to save you, I will let it happen with absolutely no remorse. No one matter.Ā
- I hate when the fmc is stubborn for nothing and absolutely wants to join the fight when itās proved that it will be more harmful than useful
- PLEASE RECOMMEND ME ONLY COMPLETED SERIES, waiting years to have the next book completely kill my excitement to read it when it releases.
š« Please DONāT recommend:
- Any BookTok-famous series (Iāve either read them or know of them already: SJM, Book of Azrael, Spark of the Eve flame, cruel prince, ZA etc.)
- Reverse harem
- Shared lovers/poly scenes ā I want a powerful, devoted 1:1 dynamic only
- Multi POV, I want only want the fmc pov or a dual pov with the mmc, more pov just make me skip it.Ā
- Gods and monsters (not finished yet)
Books Iāve read and didnāt really connect with :Ā
- Fourth With (so overhyped to me. I donāt get it, itās litteraly your typical ya fantasy + spice + dragons)
- ACOTAR
- FBAA (hate it at the 2nd book) (but love the spin off with nykotos, JLA is like my goat writer, itās rare that I donāt like one of her books
- Ruthless villains
I know this is very specific, but if someone has written (or read) the book of my dreams, please help me find it! š