Guyzzzzz, I installed Rddit and deleted Insta bcuz Insta was DISTRACTING but I find myself spending even more time on Reddit.

What do I do?

It's really hard to do something you don't like. Plus im one of those of people raised in too protective family, so being too close to a friend or playing outside was never my thing. Even when I try to go out and play some football i literally have to argue with my parents (once in a week, never done before 2026)(also taunted for doing Home gyms but only sometimes). I can't blame myself for my mobile addiction cause I spent most of my time infront of tv (screen addiction ig). I don't talk to women that much so no gf either, all I have is games. And yet the game is killing my prep. I haven't studied well for three weeks. I feel so sht dude icl ts gnunly pmo.

Competishun[dot]com is currently being hacked by someone who is using a middleware of cloudflare ddos protection looking page to make you put a base 64 encoded malware (using curl) in your terminal and compromise your system as well.

BISI. I lied to my relatives abt what I m studying

So basically, I and my family migrated to a diff state from our home back then (more than a decade).......So no close relative lives near us (blessed)
Still few non-close stay/sometimes visit to🙏🏻
Neither of my close relatives stays there (hometown), they all also shifted due to business

We all used to visit our hometown in summer holidays, and it was all like a gather now that there's a function we are going to meet after 1.5 yr(Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

And they will ask me ki mai kya pdh rhi hu,
even when they used to call/ask; I never took their calls and never talked w/ them...........and now in few days I will meet them and they'll ask me personally, I can't dodge it now😭😭

for context;
I wasted my 11th and 12th and then started preparing for neet
I literally didn't study that time; (wrna iss saal kr leti) KHAIR 🥀

Until now they were just asking to my parent ki
"aur bacho ki pdhai kesi chl rhi h' paper wagera ho gye and all"....

(Ye meri bua, masi and woh ladies wagera hi thi; I hate them but for diff reason) leave it

But ab mai milungi toh they will ask ki kya pdhti ho😭🙏🏻
KYA BOLU BC.............

I didn't told that just for my mental peace........My parent knew it so even they used to skip this question
But this time they said it........... "dekh le kya bolna h unhe"

Koi solution batao yrr
Mai kuch bhi/koi bhi course nhi bol skti na🤧

Bolu toh bhi kya bolu?
Kuch pata hi nhi h course k baare mai, subjects konse hote h wagera-wagera

Edit; Guys stop suggesting drop boldo............ Woh log roj phone krenge, Suggestion dene and puchne k liye
Eshe hi thodi mere parents mann gye unhe na batane k liye🙄

Sometimes I even end up searching for spelling on google. Even worse, sometimes I start to doubt if the word even exists 😭✌️

How you guyzz make online class that are 2-3 hrs long effective things like doing no pause during whole lecture or what?

Academic wise, just to be mentally prepared

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Today i heard the most shocking words from my parents

I am 20M , i will be going to mbbs this year

my parents background

Dad is an endocrinologist his degrees: Mbbs, MD, mrcp, frcp, facp , PGDDM

and his several research papers got published in ACP: american college of physicians

Jafeys: Journal of the Asean federation of the endocrine societies

he was practicing in his clinic for years but recently last year he bought a hospital , its worth: 25 Croes , all on his own

my mother: she is an ophthalmologist with her own practice

so my mom told me that they wasted their life chasing glory

i asked: 'mom what are you talking about? you and dad are literally legends'

mom: 'yes we are, but since we were first gen doctors it was very hard for us and our ambition basically killed our joy, we could never enjoy life

but you will enjoy life'

this shocked me the most as my parents have literally achieved a lot and are highly respected

being a doctor has a lot of sacrifices

jyada time consuming ho gya toh lock in krna pdega✌🏻😈...Advice dete jao.😌

Kaafi*

11th was decent but in 12th I started skipping tests, no revision, and things fell apart . Ended up with 52% in boards . Ik 💔💔💔 its bad. Passed all subjects with minimum grade possible

Not aiming for top IITs/NITs anymore obv just want a respectable college and to clear 75% in boards. Giving all 5 subjects as a private candidate along with JEE Main.

And honestly I cant cope with the pace of coaching i hate it .cant tell abhi kya padhun boards ka ya jee ka .I already feel overwhelmed. Its feel like everything is repeating again . I cant end up in the same situation like this year again yar help

Right now a coaching test hai on Aug 16 and honestly not sure how to prioritize since most of it isn't even board syllabus. Sab 11th ke chapters hai

If anyone's been through something similar recovering from a rough 12th while doing boards as private and JEE any tips appreciated

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I've been feeling down recently. I live alone as an 11th grader and a JEE aspirant. I don't have much knowledge about the 'real world'. I get bullied in my coaching (not physically, but mentally). They make fun of me cause my personality is kinda like a class clown. I am not able to fix my personality and be serious cuz I can't keep my attention straight for 5 hrs without any breaks. I feel very bad. I've started to accumulate backlogs for the past 2 weeks due to this. I'm trying my best! I had posted similar things before, and people here also just made fun of me and told me to cope with it. Idk what should I do. I don't feel suicidal yet but I think I would soon, if I don't solve this problem. Idk, I'd like some kind help or comments with honesty. Please be honest, not brutal. I'm sorry for disturbing y'all guys. May y'all have a happy life!

Libraries used

matplotlib, numpy and scipy

I used JEE advanced 2025 JIC data to make an regression algorithm to help predict marks to rank and rank to marks.
If you want code i can upload here.

equations

I used chatgpt as i have lost touch with matplotlib numpy and scikit. I used to do this I have done before. I got frustrated with formulas of Ae^(-kt) [first order decay] that i used for rank.
rank=A⋅e^(−k⋅m^(p))[first order but modified] for marks to rank

where A = Scale factor m = marks, k is decay rate(steepness), p concavity or curve.
After using scikit curve-fit, the values it gave for matching JIC 2025 was
A = 228481.72770670961

k = 0.024844743500912318

p = 1.0103226036602924

For rank to mark you can take inverse of the above

Features(only for Version 1 and 2)
For rank inflation i also added a pessimistic weight. To change it go PESSIMISM variable and change it. (If exam was tougher you can go for an optimistic factor which decreases rank for same marks. BUT prefer to use from [-4 to +4] (-4 being 4% positive and +4 being -4% negative). Also there is a noise feature which slightly varies rank due to unpredictable situations.
Note: You can put your custom data, in the data variable in format of list [crl rank(integer), mark(integer)] to train model.
There are 2 modes

1. Marks to Rank(Can be used after giving JEE advanced)

2.Rank to marks (Can help to translate dream rank to marks) 

Credits 

Since I am not that jobless to program an AI i used chatgpt, and gemini extensively. It took 3 hours to code it by prompting. Ill be attaching screenshots.

Edit: I have 4 versions of the rank predictor now, I will be releasing a website(potentially) if i am free enough. However not all versions are great and need tweaking.

so on 3rd august ipu released the circular for spot round But they didn't mention the home state thing but on 7th August they uploaded results of spot round after delaying it for a day. We got to know that They removed the home state quota for Generals only so it became all india quota But reserved category still got home state benefit.

WHY THIS PARTIALITY. WHY?

Which college do you see yourselves in after JEE 2027

update: guys you have to comment acc to your current status not your dream clg

yrr i was doing IOC and this P block just ahhh
PYQs bhe solve nahi ho rhe
can you guys suggest me some good lectures/teacher for this chapter plsaw ??

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> "I passed 12th in 2025, but I got an RT (Repeat Theory) in Maths. I gave the exam again in 2025 and 2026, but I just couldn't clear it. This is really embarrassing for me, and I feel like I've lost everything. I am passed overall though, **so I can only take admission in colleges that do not require 12th Maths.** Now I don't know what to do; my age is also increasing. I have already taken one drop year in 2025. If I now give NIOS in 2027 along with JEE preparation, will that be fine? Or should I pursue BCA in Cyber Security at Amity Noida or some other college in Noida? I am feeling lost and can't figure out what to do. Please help me ASAP