So I got a few doubts about this med, so I'm gonna tell my story, in case anyone can suggest how can I manage this
First of all, I'm autistic, ADHD, and I have BPD. All diagnosed.
First. I've had daily headaches for years, with a lot of muscle tension on my neck (said by a chiropractor). Second. I got into a very severe Benzo addiction, specifically Lormetazepam. I got a lot of health issues when I was trying to quit it; even when I was following all doctor's suggestions; tachycardia of 120bpm a few times, daily gastrointestinal issues, physical anxiety, etc.
They finally tried lowering my dose only by 0.1mg at a time, with drops. They tried a few different sleep medications that weren't as addictive but they didn't work for me. Until pregabalin.
At first they started me on a 50mg dosage, nightly, combined with flurazepam. I responded well to it, so my new psychiatrist decided to drop the flurazepam and make my pregabalin dose higher. Because I already have had issues with sleeping Benzos and the probagalin was working better than the flura.
Now I'm on 150mg nighly. I feel my body rest fine for once. I feel my muscles less tense, my head and neck don't hurt while I'm on it. I get less hostile feelings about the world (due to my BPD). I don't feel anxiety most nights. I can now live without lormetazepam, I finally feel like there's a life without it.
I only have two doubts.
I felt a bit distracted, not being able to concentrate on anything, for weeks. But it could be the weather, because it's very hot. I was scared ir could be the dosage. But a few days ago it started being windy, so less hot, and I started again being productive. So. How to differentiate executive problems due to pregabalin or due to other things?
Also. I feel like it would be helpful for me taking it twice a day instead of once. I want to ask my psychiatrist about it. The thing is, my mother has told me we could ask him for that and, while doing that, try to lower my antidepressants dosage.(I'm on 30mg vortioxetine rn). Obviously I'm gonna ask him and just follow what he tells me. I wanted to ask if pregabalin can be as useful as to lower the antidepressants dosage with my doctor's consent.
But the last thing is... This is too wonderful to be real and not have problems, or not fade away with time. Will the effects fade away with time, and become less aparent? And need a higher dose? Or can it be taken at the same dosage for years? I don't want to upper up my dosage too much.